Last meal, before you CTB ?

[Tig]

SI is going to be a Bitch, "one" of ways I'm gonna combat dealing with it is, by a full stomach, it makes me sleepy over indulging while eating mass quantities of good food.

My last meal:
Smoked salmon and cashew pizza with provolone and Smoked mozzarella cheese.

Prime rib with traditional horseradish and au'ju.

Potatoe and sweet Italian sausage pirogi's with cold cucumber sauce.

Lobster tail (as big as I can get) with drawn butter.

Mint chocolate chip cheesecake.

And fresh squeezed orange juice.

Sleepy, Sleepy time.
If it doesn't do anything for SI, at all, it's sure going to be, a hell of meal.

What's your last meal going to be ?

 

[LunaRose]

A dinner with my bf at a restaurant, he knows about me wanting to CTB and he says that it's okay and he won't be mad and won't try to stop me. I atleast would want to spend my last moments with him. And maybe some sushi and tea

 

[nuclearnebula]

Probably caviar and wagyu and other things I can rack up a credit card bill for

And then probably gonna get high on something because I am not dying sober

 

[L'absent]

The idea of a good meal intrigues me, but I want to get to paradise with a light body. Then absolutely no alcohol, you face death by looking it in the face. I want to feel my brain dance when I'm threatening it, I want to see and feel the terror of damned Darwinian biology.

 

[outrider567]

Mine will be rather impulsive, maybe just a day or two in advance, so I will load up on super-crisp bacon, unbuttered toast, Haagen-Dazs Strawberry Ice Cream, maybe some Peppridge Farm Pound Cake, Italian and French Bread with Kerry Gold Irish butter

 

[SVEN]

I don't really much enjoy any food.
I guess scrambled eggs with crispy bacon, followed by a large Bloody Mary.

 

[HenryHenriksen_6E]

Not exactly a meal though, but I plan on having a glass of cold water with a candle on top.

I won't be eating at least a day or two before ctbing, cus I don't wanna shit myself after I'm dead.

 

[Bridget@read]

Not exactly a meal though, but I plan on having a glass of cold water with a candle on top.

I won't be eating at least a day or two before ctbing, cus I don't wanna shit myself after I'm dead.

Then why Kill yourself? Hopefully your still alive by the way.

A dinner with my bf at a restaurant, he knows about me wanting to CTB and he says that it's okay and he won't be mad and won't try to stop me. I atleast would want to spend my last moments with him. And maybe some sushi and tea

SI is going to be a Bitch, "one" of ways I'm gonna combat dealing with it is, by a full stomach, it makes me sleepy over indulging while eating mass quantities of good food.

My last meal:
Smoked salmon and cashew pizza with provolone and Smoked mozzarella cheese.

Prime rib with traditional horseradish and au'ju.

Potatoe and sweet Italian sausage pirogi's with cold cucumber sauce.

Lobster tail (as big as I can get) with drawn butter.

Mint chocolate chip cheesecake.

And fresh squeezed orange juice.

Sleepy, Sleepy time.
If it doesn't do anything for SI, at all, it's sure going to be, a hell of meal.

What's your last meal going to be ?

I wouldn't really be thinking of food in my plan.

 

[HenryHenriksen_6E]

Then why Kill yourself? Hopefully your still alive by the way

I'mma roam around until march/april, so I don't plan on going anywhere until then. Also, I'm a little confused by the context of your question. What are you referring to?

 

[savory]

Nothing in particular I have in mind, whatever Im in the mood for. I plan on fasting a day or so prior to CTB. Rather not chance being one of the lucky ones to shit themselves at death

 

[a.hamza.13]

I won't eat anything before I CTB. I'll fast either.

 

[over2025]

I would probably be fasting since I would go for SN.
But before that, probably 1 or 2 of my favorite items from Taco Bell. Not too much indulgence, as I would want to avoid SI.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Don't even have an appetite anymore, took ages to think of my favourite food... peanut butter sandwich, maybe some vegan mint ice cream and a glass of zero alcohol champagne. Will I actually eat? I don't know. Would've liked to be high, but at this point weed seems to make me more anxious.

 

[Opera]

I have been barely eating these past few days but my current snack habit is popcorn, so I'd probably have a snack before I CTB.

 

[TheHolySword]

The concept of eating disgusts me now, there's no food that I enjoy anymore. I'll just have a nice cup of hot chocolate before my fast and enjoy the morning while I sip it.

 

[darkness456]

Something i know i can cook and won't upset my stomach, so probably good old but boring noodles with pre-made tomato sauce.

 

[LostLily]

I will go to my favourite Chinese buffet and pig out for the last time

 

[Namelesa]

If I had the access to make what I want before I ctb I would have:
Spaghetti Carbonara and Garlic Bread
Hot Chocolate Brownie with Chocolate Ice Cream
Milk

Pasta, garlic bread, and chocolate are just my favorite foods for me and I only really drink milk.

 

[Emeralds]

Fish and chocolate cake for dessert

 

[voir2]

SI is going to be a Bitch, "one" of ways I'm gonna combat dealing with it is, by a full stomach, it makes me sleepy over indulging while eating mass quantities of good food.

My last meal:
Smoked salmon and cashew pizza with provolone and Smoked mozzarella cheese.

Prime rib with traditional horseradish and au'ju.

Potatoe and sweet Italian sausage pirogi's with cold cucumber sauce.

Lobster tail (as big as I can get) with drawn butter.

Mint chocolate chip cheesecake.

And fresh squeezed orange juice.

Sleepy, Sleepy time.
If it doesn't do anything for SI, at all, it's sure going to be, a hell of meal.

What's your last meal going to be ?

Do you want to eat all that in one single meal ?
I don't think you can really enjoy all of them in the same meal.

 

[alltoomuch2]

When I want to ctb, frivolities like what I'm going to eat don't even enter my head. Why would I care. If I'm so distressed or in pain or feel so hopeless or worthless enough to ctb, why on earth would I be thinking about what I'd like to eat? I'm trying to consider that not everyone is like me, but in truth, I feel as if someone thinking about this is romanticising ctb. I know this is judgemental and could be minimising but it's how I feel. If I'm wrong,feel free to call me every name under the sun so I learn.

The idea of a good meal intrigues me, but I want to get to paradise with a light body. Then absolutely no alcohol, you face death by looking it in the face. I want to feel my brain dance when I'm threatening it, I want to see and feel the terror of damned Darwinian biology.

I like this. It resonates.

I'mma roam around until march/april, so I don't plan on going anywhere until then. Also, I'm a little confused by the context of your question. What are you referring to?

Confused me too
All of you who have preferences for this last meal, that suggests you still find some things enjoyable so is there a reason you still want to ctb? Genuinely interested.

 

[NoPoint2Life]

I definitely would give it a lot of thought . I relate more to the people that want to do it. I love to eat and it's comforting so it makes sense to me that that would wanna be one of the last things I do and I would want to have something I really enjoy since it's the last time

What that meal actually is, I don't know. I don't cook at all. I love french fries so maybe it would simply be some kind of fast food meal. If I was really brave and willing to go out, maybe I would go to Olive Garden lol. Or it could end up being just eggplant Parmesan from the local Italian place.

I will say that I made a really stupid attempt to CTB once, but it was totally planned. I was trying to be very rational in things so the day before I did have McDonald's and told myself it was the last time. But the actual day of I was Trying not to act suspicious, so I simply ate some leftovers. I admit I was kind of annoyed that was gonna be the last meal in theory. It was like ziti with meatballs, but was originally frozen and microwave which is the only kind of cooking I am capable of.