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StarDust

StarDust

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Aug 21, 2018
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Just for the sake of it...what would your last meal and drink of choice?

I am not a big fan of food so this one is a bit tough for me. I would say diet coke (shut up) and probably death by a really amazing cheeseburger. (I don't eat them often...so unhealthy....lol)
 
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DF90

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To be honest, I probably wouldn't have any food, might drink some milk though.
 
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StarDust

StarDust

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Aug 21, 2018
508
To be honest, I probably wouldn't have any food, might drink some milk though.

So long as I didn't have to fast that is most likely what I would have. FYI, I like your profile pic.
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

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501
I'll probably be too anxious to eat anything.
 
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StarDust

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508
What about a day or two before? Last meal can be just that, a last meal you have before death...even if before death is 2 days prior due to fasting or nerves.
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

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Jul 2, 2018
622
Pasta ... love it so much! My second attempt that was my meal : ) with fried zucchini. Just Gatorade to drink.... (was trying this whole hydration to help the meds thing).... next time more pasta but with the damn best vodka I can afford. And cherry pie!
 
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StarDust

StarDust

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Aug 21, 2018
508
Pasta ... love it so much! My second attempt that was my meal : ) with fried zucchini. Just Gatorade to drink.... (was trying this whole hydration to help the meds thing).... next time more pasta but with the damn best vodka I can afford. And cherry pie!


I think I might add sushi into my mix as I adore sushi so damn much.... hmmmm...maybe a cheeseburger the night before and sushi several hours before...as that is a nice light meal...lol Still with the diet coke though... trying to sober up over here...*sighs*

I miss vodka...but I miss tequila more hahaha okay maybe not as much as I once did but eh, you know.
 
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StarDust

StarDust

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Aug 21, 2018
508
Oh and what kind of pasta?
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

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Jul 2, 2018
622
Hmm ... ok. Maybe a little bit of all of it. Pasta, sushi, cheeseburger, pie, vodka ... what am I going to get fat lol?
I like vodka sauce (don't laugh) but there is something about just a marinara with maybe some meatballs or sausage.... damn it now I'm hungry...thanks a lot StarDust...
 
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StarDust

StarDust

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Aug 21, 2018
508
Hmm ... ok. Maybe a little bit of all of it. Pasta, sushi, cheeseburger, pie, vodka ... what am I going to get fat lol?
I like vodka sauce (don't laugh) but there is something about just a marinara with maybe some meatballs or sausage.... damn it now I'm hungry...thanks a lot StarDust...

You are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO very welcome@hungry HAHAHAHAHAHA OMG Vodka Sauce is good, I won't lie. I didn't even think about a desert....hmmmm.... I know what it would be....Tiramisu....or better yet, tiramisu cheesecake. YUM!!
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

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Jul 12, 2018
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For some reason I want to say "diarrhea," but no I seriously don't eat poop. A bit of an inner troll surfaced, gah. Hm, I guess probably cheeseburger meal or pizza. Lol I almost write "piss" that's enough porn for today? LMFAO xzD
 
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Dead_Inside

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Jul 2, 2018
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For some reason I want to say "diarrhea," but no I seriously don't eat poop. A bit of an inner troll surfaced, gah. Hm, I guess probably cheeseburger meal or pizza. Lol I almost write "piss" that's enough porn for today? LMFAO xzD
Well it will be your last chance to taste shit if you really really want to find out ; )
Probably more of a meal you "eat" a day or two a before ..... unless you need some motivation to die lol
Feel like shit in my mouth would definitely make me want to die.
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

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Jul 12, 2018
526
Well it will be your last chance to taste shit if you really really want to find out ; )
Probably more of a meal you "eat" a day or two a before ..... unless you need some motivation to die lol
Feel like shit in my mouth would definitely make me want to die.

*giggles* Yeha definitely <3 Sorry I'm a bit high it seems but very good indeed shit no good <3 Bad shit <3
 
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GoneGirlXIV

GoneGirlXIV

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Aug 23, 2018
30
A plate of fettuccini might be nice
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

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Jul 2, 2018
622
Wait... what about thin strips of steak? Really nice perfect steak?
Fuck I am a vegetarian and I still think that sounds good.
Fuck I want food lol.
 
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StarDust

StarDust

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508
Shrimp and plenty of garlic bread !


Now, I'm hungry! lol I love love love garlic toast... I love that all on it's own with feta and marinara for dipping.
 
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StarDust

StarDust

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508
Wait... what about thin strips of steak? Really nice perfect steak?
Fuck I am a vegetarian and I still think that sounds good.
Fuck I want food lol.
GO EAT THEN!!! lol you silly muppet!
 
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Dead_Inside

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Lol ...
Bought my cat her food .... she has IBS so her food is expensive and I quit my job because I thought I would die.... and I am an alcoholic.... so : (
Had some toast and soup..... but I can still dream....
 
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StarDust

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508
Lol ...
Bought my cat her food .... she has IBS so her food is expensive and I quit my job because I thought I would die.... and I am an alcoholic.... so : (
Had some toast and soup..... but I can still dream....

Soup is about the only thing I have been able to keep down as of late. I have had no real appetite, even when I get hungry I look at food and I am just like...ewww.... right now I am picking at some fresh berries and milk.

Like you, I am an alcoholic as well...trying to stay sober...oh the joys. Your poor little kitty.
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

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Jul 2, 2018
622
My last OD really messed up my stomach so I can relate to no appetite. I have strange cycles of throwing up ... and the other. But if I can eat I try to do so. Have lost a lot of weight : (
Are you ill?
 
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StarDust

StarDust

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Aug 21, 2018
508
My last OD really messed up my stomach so I can relate to no appetite. I have strange cycles of throwing up ... and the other. But if I can eat I try to do so. Have lost a lot of weight : (
Are you ill?
Yes and no at being ill.... I was in a bad accident a year ago and it left some damage inside and a lot of surgeries, my stomach gets really sensitive at times and refuses to be nice to me at times. Like you it comes in cycles. These days it might be stress which wouldn't surprise me, I am one of those people when I stress I do not eat. But again, my stomach does not help things since the accident/surgeries.

I feel for you though. When I feel an honest need for food and I feel like it will stay down, I will totally eat whatever I am craving...granted I can only have a few bites before its just too much but at least it's something bc soup gets old really fast.
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

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622
Yes and no at being ill.... I was in a bad accident a year ago and it left some damage inside and a lot of surgeries, my stomach gets really sensitive at times and refuses to be nice to me at times. Like you it comes in cycles. These days it might be stress which wouldn't surprise me, I am one of those people when I stress I do not eat. But again, my stomach does not help things since the accident/surgeries.

I feel for you though. When I feel an honest need for food and I feel like it will stay down, I will totally eat whatever I am craving...granted I can only have a few bites before its just too much but at least it's something bc soup gets old really fast.
...oh I am so sorry to hear that. Must have been a bad accident.
I am the same.... if I am stressed I can't eat.
Think most people have the stress eating instead.
Me and my cat just throw up all the time lol... guess it's good she is with me.... I understand.
 
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StarDust

StarDust

Mage
Aug 21, 2018
508
...oh I am so sorry to hear that. Must have been a bad accident.
I am the same.... if I am stressed I can't eat.
Think most people have the stress eating instead.
Me and my cat just throw up all the time lol... guess it's good she is with me.... I understand.

LOL I totally nearly choked on my soda @me and my cat just throw up all the time hahahahaha

it was a bad accident, not fun, still remember the whole thing and wish I didn't.

A lot of ppl totally stress eat, so glad that is not me, I would be the size of a barn.
 
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BlackDragonof1989

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Jul 12, 2018
526
Yeah I want to get to where I take drugs instead of binge eating when I am hungry as I wanna lose weight, but drugs are bad sometimes mmkayt but good sometimes too sorry will be quiet the dxm is making me a silly one xD I like the big as a barn comment though, the lols xD
 
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Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Yeah I want to get to where I take drugs instead of binge eating when I am hungry as I wanna lose weight, but drugs are bad sometimes mmkayt but good sometimes too sorry will be quiet the dxm is making me a silly one xD I like the big as a barn comment though, the lols xD
.... hahaha.... you are too funny dude! Just ride that high out, fuck it. Life is short and it's nice to have some relief .... me and my oxys are going to join you.....
might be poor and useless but fuck it .....
 
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