Discussion least painful ways to ctb in australia?

[citadelofme]

im planning to kill myself sometime within the next 2-3ish years, ive realised my life will be shit by that point and would be too hard to turn around. i am extremely shit at interacting with people, have barely any friends, i am really unattractive and am absolutely retarded. my life is going to be extremely shit if i live past 2-3 years. ive been considering suicide by train for the longest, it is my current prefered method.

i would rather not traumatise the driver + all the people on the train but it seems to be the most likely to kill me/easiest/quickest/cheapest way for me to CTB right now.

i live in australia, specifically perth, and i cannot think of easy, cheap, fast/not painful ways to kill myself. a gun would be hard to get my hands on and possibly expensive, SN seems impossible to get in australia and if i was able to get it would be very expensive.

i really dont want to fail hanging myself or something, plus it seems very painful and i dont know if id be able to do it.

suicide by train seems to be the best option for me, but please tell me if there are other ways i could ctb in perth/australia that wouldnt traumatise random strangers. i do not want my best/last moments on earth to be the worst moments for someone who doesnt even know me.

 

[ShesPunishedForever]

I'm Australian and known a lot of people irl who have CTB, yet it seems so impossible to me and scary

 

[citadelofme]

I'm Australian and known a lot of people irl who have CTB, yet it seems so impossible to me and scary

i feel like suicide by train will be the easiest (for me at least)

if you look at the most lethal methods on lostallhope, it says suicide by train is #6 with the top 5 needing either a gun (hard to get in australia, especially for cheap), explosives (no clue how the fuck i would obtain that, plus seems too risky) or cyanide, i havent done much research into cyanide but i have no clue how i would get that or what to do.

suicide by train apparently has a 96.2% chance to kill you which is really good, it seems pretty fast (i dont really trust that it says 17 minutes, most videos ive seen the person gets decapitated almost immediately and im pretty sure theyd be dead at that point), and apparently doesnt hurt too much. trains are easily accessible too.

i really dont want to hurt/traumatise other people but it seems like the best option to me, i wish that assisted suicide/euthanasia was legal for people who want to, as it would stop people from injuring themselves badly trying to die or potentially hurting other people. i feel like if euthanasia/assisted suicide was legal in more places, the suicide rates for other methods would drop by a lot. obviously some people who wouldnt attempt suicide in other ways would probably get euthanised but it is better to be dead than forced to be in pain, right?

 

[ShesPunishedForever]

personally i couldn't manage to do that. I Would already feel like a nuisance making everyone late to work, let alone traumatizing a lot of people. but i relate becus sometimes things feel so hopeless and theres no way out that I have an intrusive thought about considering it

 

[NegevChina]

I'm researching about this for months. I'm looking for the least painful and most reliable method. I've considered train but survival instinct is probably very hard to get over. I have no access to gun/SN/Inert gas. My only options are jumping or CO2 asphyxiation that I'm considering but is also not peaceful. It seems that leaving this life is as painful as living it.