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StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
100
I'm leaving the forum for good. Thanks to all who have helped me and who have made me feel I've helped them. I'm transitioning back IRL now with my suicidal thinking problems, talking to friends, family and professionals. I'm just posting farewell so people know I didn't leave because I'm dead. Thanks for pulling me through this past month. I won't be back even in crisis because I don't agree with the premise of this forum, and the posts are too anti-life. Worse than pro-death is anti-life. Good luck to all of you struggling. Bye.
 
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DyingToDie123

DyingToDie123

she/her
Oct 25, 2023
385
Best of luck to you <3
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,363
Though we didn't talk much to each other, I wish you the best.

the posts are too anti-life
I couldn't agree more. Some people here seem to lack perspective. But such suffering leads to understandable misunderstandings.
 
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Ash’Girl

Ash’Girl

Girl, Interrupted
Apr 29, 2022
386
Good luck, StarryEyed 💜
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
623
Good luck
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,051
Goodbye and good luck.
 
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DoctorsDose

DoctorsDose

cost of living's too much
Apr 15, 2024
5
Hope everything works out in your favor.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,447
Good luck.

Please don't be put off by the tiny handful of pro-death users. Just ignore them, they have no credibility.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,715
Good luck and all the best! :heart:
 
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J&L383

Enlightened
Jul 18, 2023
1,089
I hope you have a good life. 👍
 
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Parnate

Experienced
Dec 16, 2021
276
I'm leaving the forum for good. Thanks to all who have helped me and who have made me feel I've helped them. I'm transitioning back IRL now with my suicidal thinking problems, talking to friends, family and professionals. I'm just posting farewell so people know I didn't leave because I'm dead. Thanks for pulling me through this past month. I won't be back even in crisis because I don't agree with the premise of this forum, and the posts are too anti-life. Worse than pro-death is anti-life. Good luck to all of you struggling. Bye.
Wish you a happy and successful life.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,355
I 1 trillion percent agree with you. There is a recovery section but not a section for empathic "close one's eyes and see". Which just means envisioning the future.

Please stick around, as I love your train of thought and you help add a so much needed dimensional aspect here.

Walter
 
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Endisclose

Experienced
Oct 23, 2023
285
I'm leaving the forum for good. Thanks to all who have helped me and who have made me feel I've helped them. I'm transitioning back IRL now with my suicidal thinking problems, talking to friends, family and professionals. I'm just posting farewell so people know I didn't leave because I'm dead. Thanks for pulling me through this past month. I won't be back even in crisis because I don't agree with the premise of this forum, and the posts are too anti-life. Worse than pro-death is anti-life. Good luck to all of you struggling. Bye.
Perhaps it's because the people on here are suffering to a much greater extent than what you are going through at the moment. Clearly, you have enough life still left in you and anyone who does shouldn't really be for long in this forum imo.

I see this really as a place for people who have more or less reached the end stage where the suffering is so bad that death is more or less imminent. I always say for people who are young and struggling with SI, there is still time, give life a chance. Things may work out. And if they don't, life will do a good job of taking care of the SI, so that one may be able to eventually leave in peace. I am glad you have made a decisive move towards life and wish you luck in all your endeavours.
 
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HeavensOpenDoor

HeavensOpenDoor

Jul 6, 2020
87
I hope that you can continue your forward momentum. Take care!
 
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Helween

Helween

This is this and that is that.
Apr 13, 2024
105
Good luck out there, wish you the best:heart:
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,792
Wishing you the best! Good luck.
 
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Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
1,386
I'm leaving the forum for good. Thanks to all who have helped me and who have made me feel I've helped them. I'm transitioning back IRL now with my suicidal thinking problems, talking to friends, family and professionals. I'm just posting farewell so people know I didn't leave because I'm dead. Thanks for pulling me through this past month. I won't be back even in crisis because I don't agree with the premise of this forum, and the posts are too anti-life. Worse than pro-death is anti-life. Good luck to all of you struggling. Bye.
Your cat. What we discussed.
 
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StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
100
Hi! Are you still alive? I'm back on the forum.
 
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StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
100
Crap. Sorry. I posted here by mistake. I'm trying to figure out how to contact someone who posted here back when I left the forum last year.
@Throwawayacc3

He hasn't been here since January
How can I send a PM to him?
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Warlock
Oct 13, 2019
789
Hover over their name and click start chat or start conversation.

But PMs aren't your thing...
 
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StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
100
Thank you!

Yeah, I'm making an exception for him.

What's the difference between a conversation and a chat?
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,418
I love using your emojis op 🤩🤩.So you'll still be here. Even though you're gone.😏
 
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StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
100
I left for a year then came back 🤩
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,053
Thank you!

Yeah, I'm making an exception for him.

What's the difference between a conversation and a chat?

Chats are more immediate back and forth. Plus, they send the moment you press 'return'. So- no paragraphs allowed. Plus, I believe you only get notified initially, when the chat starts. I've not deliberately ghosted people on chat so many times.

I think 'conversation' is better. You get notifications.

Welcome back to covert Sasu membership. 🕵‍♂️🕵‍♀️ I get it though. I like to PM too.
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Warlock
Oct 13, 2019
789
Not sure if you got them as PMs aren't your thing but I sent a chat and conversation so you can tell the difference
 
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StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
100
Thanks all for your help 🙂 🙏
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,051
Welcome back. We are where you left us...
 
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StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
100
Thankfully you're still here! You guys saved my life last year!
 
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