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Joey

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Jun 14, 2020
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It's hard willing to not let go of the past and ponder on all of the mistakes I've made with my passive-aggressiveness. I've ruined so many friendships that I regret to this day and I wish I could still talk to those people.

I love gaming as a main hobby and I do know I'm going to have to put that on hold, so I don't burn myself out.

I know you guys are not therapists but how can I just let go of the past and just accept things the way they are?

I know it's one of the most crucial steps in order to move forward with life. We all done something that we wish we didn't do.
 
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It's hard willing to not let go of the past and ponder on all of the mistakes I've made with my passive-aggressiveness. I've ruined so many friendships that I regret to this day and I wish I could still talk to those people.

I love gaming as a main hobby and I do know I'm going to have to put that on hold, so I don't burn myself out.

I know you guys are not therapists but how can I just let go of the past and just accept things the way they are?

I know it's one of the most crucial steps in order to move forward with life. We all done something that we wish we didn't do.
Well. Do you really think you did any major damage to any one you ruined a friendship with? If not, no harm done. If so, it may still be possible to make reparation. What is it about the past that holds you there?
 
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Joey

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Jun 14, 2020
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Well. Do you really think you did any major damage to any one you ruined a friendship with? If not, no harm done. If so, it may still be possible to make reparation. What is it about the past that holds you there?
Major damage as in me fucking up and keep telling them to give me many chances..I still do it :(

And part of the past as in the what-if scenarios that play out if I did something differently.