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BlooBerryBanjo3000

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Dec 8, 2024
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Being human sucks. As a kid, you're forced to get up early and go to school. As an adult, you're forced to go to work in order to survive. School is unpaid mental torture while jobs are barely paid slavery. And god forbid you end up having awful parents.

Society is built for morning people and extroverts and favors selfish assholes. Timid and shy people are looked down upon, are considered weak, and are often taken advantage of. In order to live within the mold to fit in society, they're the one's who need to change. They're the ones who need to toughen up. They're the ones who need to speak up and talk more, not the other way around. People tell you to just be yourself, but that's not how it works, especially if you're an introvert.

Now I see why drugs and alcohol exist. They exist to keep people going in life. It's to bribe people into continuing this rigged game called life. People become addicted to them and other stuff to cope with life. All the fun things are just distractions from reality, and they all come at a cost (literally and figuratively). For example, candy and, treats, and maybe some other things bad for your teeth may be delicious, but they ruin your teeth. They exist so dentists can make money off of people. Money is everything in life.

I read somewhere that if the mind know too much about reality, the mind wants to destroy itself. It's no wonder why genius people end up killing themselves. That, or life kills them and the good people off, but keeps the bad people. I don't know if I'm a genius or not, but I now see how this game works, and I want to quit.
 
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deadzombie6

deadzombie6

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Oct 15, 2024
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I agree . The game is rigged from the start and only a few favourable get to live happily , as someone whos introverted and not that good at conversations i see everyday how differently people treat me . The more self aware one gets the more one would want to kill themself
 
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Sep 25, 2024
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Reminds me that some studies show a distinct difference between some western and asian countries when it comes to introversion. In some asian countries, introversion predicts that one will be happier and fit better into society. It is the exact opposite in western countries where extroversion is seen as desirable. I wonder how different things could have been for us if we were born in a country that was less hostile to our personality traits. Life would still be torture in school and work so i suppose it might not make so much difference
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
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I call schools concentration camps. You're forced to learn their ways so as you get older, you're forced go to work to pay taxes so the government idiots get richer while we suffer.
 
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I understand and I'd just personally never wish for any of this, nothing would make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing, I'd always prefer to not exist but of course only never existing is true perfection to me, I just wish this existence was never imposed, I see it as deeply undesirable to exist, I see human existence as the most cruel, futile burden.
 
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tiredash

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i wish i was a hamster, who only live about 2-3 years...
 
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BlooBerryBanjo3000

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i wish i was a hamster, who only live about 2-3 years...
I had a hamster a couple years ago named Cheeseburger, Cheese for short. He was such a nice hamster, but only lived about a year and a half before he died. If reincarnation does exist, then maybe you'll be a hamster. šŸ¹
 
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I call schools concentration camps. You're forced to learn their ways so as you get older, you're forced go to work to pay taxes so the government idiots get richer while we suffer.
Exactly right, i've called them that too.
 
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