SadLoser
Member
- Jul 31, 2021
- 91
It takes over my life for months or even years at a time. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't focus on anything. I spend hours scouring their social media, i'm ashamed to say that back in school I would spend hours each day walking outside hoping that a girl who showed interest in me would come over and "take me back". I never said anything but I bumped into her so often that she told one of her ex-friends that I must have a tracker on her.
I am filled with anxiety and dread when I find out or even suspect they're with another guy. I start contemplating suicide but I don't know if i'd go through with it. I think eventually it'll be too much for me though.
This happens with any girl that shows romantic interest with me that lasts more than a few days. I don't know what to do. I'm in my mid 20s and never had a girlfriend. I feel so lonely and miserable. I have her shirt that I borrowed and it helps to me to sleep at night. I love smelling it because it smells like her. I'll have to wash it and give it back in a few days and that hurts. At least i'll get to see her.
I am filled with anxiety and dread when I find out or even suspect they're with another guy. I start contemplating suicide but I don't know if i'd go through with it. I think eventually it'll be too much for me though.
This happens with any girl that shows romantic interest with me that lasts more than a few days. I don't know what to do. I'm in my mid 20s and never had a girlfriend. I feel so lonely and miserable. I have her shirt that I borrowed and it helps to me to sleep at night. I love smelling it because it smells like her. I'll have to wash it and give it back in a few days and that hurts. At least i'll get to see her.
