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something inside turned the lights out
- Jan 30, 2020
- 29
i find that i have to be at my lowest point to start to feel a little better. i downward spiral and when i reach the bottom i start to revel in the apathy. if nothing matters then why should i worry about anything? it almost feels like the logical conclusion, even after months of considering ctb. typically it ends my depressive episode for a bit before i repeat the cycle. but recently the amount of time between my episodes have been shrinking rapidly:(