Looking butt ugly when you ctb

[GoneSeptember2018]

Seen some comments here where people discuss wearing something nice even they leave. I am the total opposite. I want to be like Bjork's stalker in the 90's (Ricardo Lopez) and shave my head to look as gross/unattractive as possible. Maybe not paint my face or anything like he did, but just look ugly. I think it's because I already feel like trash anyway and I know the cleaners/EMT won't even care. And I guess I'm of the opinion that death is never pretty anyway. DAE relate?

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

I just don't care. I'm gonna wear my old clothes and die looking like a dirty, hairy, homeless bum.

and I know the cleaners/EMT won't even care

Yeah, I'm pretty sure these people are so used to seeing dead bodies it really won't matter to them if you look pretty or not.

 

[Tiburcio]

I want to look like Jesus Christ when my time is gone.

 

[Sundayafternoon]

I'm certain I'll be naked.

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

I'm certain I'll be naked.

Hey you were naked coming into this world.... might as well leave the same way

 

[Radaghast94]

I'm vain enough to not want a mess. No doubt you'll look mangled almost any way you do it. I envy the people who accidentally killed themselves during auto erotic asphyxiation. They didn't see it coming, they were having a hell of a time wacking off.

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

I'm vain enough to not want a mess. No doubt you'll look mangled almost any way you do it. I envy the people who accidentally killed themselves during auto erotic asphyxiation. They didn't see it coming, they were having a hell of a time wacking off.

See I'd find that too embarrassing being found like that. I'd rather just look unkempt and like a disaster.

 

[Flightlinek]

I just want to be comfortable. That's what's most important to me.

 

[Comatose11]

No one looks good when they ctb. I'm not concerned with how I look as I'll be dead. I won't even know or be affected.

 

[here4now]

I'm hoping to lose a lot of weight before I go. My dad wont have such a hard time with carrying the coffin then.