Help Looking for Methods

[r0se710]

Hi. I am new here. I am 18 and a single mother. The father of my child broke up with me at the end of January. He ended up cheating on me while I was first pregnant this past year. And these past few months he had become abusive physically and emotionally. I am not happy with life anymore. I'm not doing a good job at taking care of my child. My child will stay with my mother after I kill myself. My child's father is not involved in her life anymore. He will not even see her after I'm gone. He has too many problems with my parents and he won't go somewhere he doesn't want to be.

I have never looked up ways to die or any products to kill myself with. So I looked up this site to ask people if they knew any peaceful or I guess ways that won't hurt when I want to die.

 

[Its almost time]

Hey,

18 is really young, why not stick around a little longer to see how being a mother is? I am sure you will get used to it in time, and forget about your ex, you might meet someone else eventually if you give it time?

 

[GeorgeEastman]

That video of the woman drinking N makes me want it bad.

 

[r0se710]

Hey,

18 is really young, why not stick around a little longer to see how being a mother is? I am sure you will get used to it in time, and forget about your ex, you might meet someone else eventually if you give it time?

Yes, that's what I am doing is giving it time. Maybe after a while of research on some methods and by the time I figure one out I'm sure I'll know my decision by then. I know that most people will say this is just post partum depression but I feel as if this is different and I really am ready to die.

 

[Its almost time]

Yes, that's what I am doing is giving it time. Maybe after a while of research on some methods and by the time I figure one out I'm sure I'll know my decision by then. I know that most people will say this is just post partum depression but I feel as if this is different and I really am ready to die.

Well there's plenty of info on methods on here, but I think in your position it would be a shame to give in so young. I know what it's like to want to die believe me, but I am a middle aged loser who's best days are behind me, whereas you are so young. It does sound like post natal depression, which could definitely go away in time with treatment.. And being a parent takes years to master, don't beat yourself up about it you will get used to it in time