Lost all hope and finally made a suicide note.

[ccake]

I never thought it would come to this but I finally made a suicide note (for my friends) once I have the motivation again I will create one for my family. I plan to take my life somewhere between now and the 17th of this month. I'm very scared and I feel like I most likely won't be able to do it but I suppose I might as well share my thoughts here

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in what you decide.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I hope you find peace soon regardless of what you do. You mention being scared which is to be expected as suicide is scary due to the pain it causes. Remember that death is inevitable anyway so if you don't feel ready to kill yourself, don't kill yourself as you will exit this earth soon anyway. I wish you the best for your future