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Papaya569
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- Apr 15, 2019
- 13
Today i found that my gf broke up with me because she was talking and flirting with another guy.I loved her so much she was the most important person in my life.I don't have friends.I tried talking to someone about my depression and suicidal thoughts and they just didn't understand and told me to stop talking to them.My self esteem is trash.I hate myself.My grades are getting lower and lower,my desire to do things just isn't there.My career costs a lot but I can't find myself to get up from my bed and study.My family doesn't understand why i'm like these.My entire life has been only but misery.I'm fugly and a horrible person.I'm done with all.Tried partial hanging with a hoodie,didn't pass out.I've tried jumping from my apartment, i almost did but SI appeared at the last second.I'm really miserable and living is a torture.I just want peace.Anyone got info on partial suspension i've read that if you do it right is very peaceful and effective.