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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
Almost 3 years on TRT.
Last 2 years and 9 months only around 20-30 days thinking about ctbing while only 5 or 10 days were strongly felt on drinking N, but I never open the N box, so I would say 0 days like before TRT.

I've been dating and you know.. a girl, a woman, 2 years older
She's in love, but my love feelings are kinda gone, anyone has a comment, similar experience, a known fact or a suggestion, any words at all?
 
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timf

Enlightened
Mar 26, 2020
1,248
Life difficulties can sometimes create a threshold before allowance can be made for feelings of affection. To test how high your threshold might be consider looking at "cute" cat, puppy, and baby videos on Youtube and see if anything begins to touch your emotions.

Songs also can touch emotions. If there was a particular song from your youth that moved you, you might see if it can still connect you.
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
Life difficulties can sometimes create a threshold before allowance can be made for feelings of affection. To test how high your threshold might be consider looking at "cute" cat, puppy, and baby videos on Youtube and see if anything begins to touch your emotions.

Songs also can touch emotions. If there was a particular song from your youth that moved you, you might see if it can still connect you.
Sure man, I simply teared by my mom telling me a movie a drama.
Plus love those cats videos, they do touch my emotions... Love however.... I said "man" without knowing... Excuse me if I'm wrong
 
dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
What's TRT?
It's testosterone replacement therapy, in other words I switched medication and hopes for 2 weekly injections of testosterone, and I want to live again
 
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Negrathecat

Negrathecat

Member
Apr 28, 2020
67
Almost 3 years on TRT.
Last 2 years and 9 months only around 20-30 days thinking about ctbing while only 5 or 10 days were strongly felt on drinking N, but I never open the N box, so I would say 0 days like before TRT.

I've been dating and you know.. a girl, a woman, 2 years older
She's in love, but my love feelings are kinda gone, anyone has a comment, similar experience, a known fact or a suggestion, any words at all?
I've been dating my partner for almost 2 years now and while at first I felt nothing I did start to develop feelings of love but now after 2 years and breaking up once I'm not sure what I'm feeling. I can say I love him but I don't even know what that means anymore. Been thinking about ctb on and off and also been thinking about just leaving him.
 
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