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The Lonely

The Lonely

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Jan 26, 2021
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Man dying at Dignitas (Peter Smedley).

They use 15gr of powder Pentobarbital, so It was a small amount of liquid….
Not nice to see actually when he asks for water… but anyway I think it was decent.

(If the video doesn't open you can search by his name on YouTube or Vimeo).



 
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Alwaysbadtime

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Umm if it's not nice to see...why are you posting this? I'm too yucked out to watch it.
 
sully

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He drank powdered version hence small amount of liquid
 
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Cockney_Rebel

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I find it quite enjoyable to watch.

He knows what he wants, and has the bollocks to go through with it.

Anyone who "can't" watching this is on the wrong site.

Good luck to him, in the afterlife.
 
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Anyone who "can't" watching this is on the wrong site.
Huge assumption or judgement. Not everyone wants to watch this or other live action suicides. That doesn't mean they're not suicidal or not going to do it. People's tolerances or desires to watch death is not all the same. Don't lump all people together...There's nothing amaterish about someone's watching pleasure/interest.

Its actually not that bad…
Yeah, I have watched another similar video. I'm frankly never going to be in the mood to watch another.
 
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Does anybody know why did she deny him water ?
 
sully

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Does anybody know why did she deny him water ?
well maybe water if he drank a lot would interfere somehow? Also, he was already falling asleep, I think he wouldn´t be able to drink anyway?
 
hermes

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well maybe water if he drank a lot would interfere somehow?
If this is the reason, then it's good to know.

Is that the reason only small piece of chocolate is taken after taking N in most N videos? More chocolate needs water.

Thank you @the-lonely for sharing this video.
 
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If this is the reason, then it's good to know.

Is that the reason only small piece of chocolate is taken after taking N in most N videos? More chocolate needs water.

Thank you @the-lonely for sharing this video.
I think it´s because N leaves a bad aftertaste. Well, it shouldn-t be long though...
 
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(I usually don't open videos here)…
If you are not in the mood to watch someone dying just don't open!!

I posted this one because I'm wondering about this method…

Even watching videos like these we can't say how many time it took until death …

I just posted another video (this time a woman), same drug, same place, same physician and she reacted quite different…. I'm considering her very end is not actually there… (Anyway)…


Thread 'Woman Dying at Dignitas (Video)'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/woman-dying-at-dignitas-video.72420/
Does anybody know why did she deny him water ?

I guess the woman noticed that he wasn't doing so great and he could vomit or something…
 
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I guess the woman noticed that he wasn't doing so great and he could vomit or something…
Hmm....

When I first heard PN, I thought it's very simple to leave with N.

I am getting more n more stressed about N than before - especially doing it with nobody around.

Wondering if its SI or irrational fear or legitimate concern.

I sincerely wish Dignitas and Pegasos allow younger healthy candidates too.
PN said he will use Sarco in Switzerland this year. I hope he opens it up to all adults.
 
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Hmm....

When I first heard PN, I thought it's very simple to leave with N.

I am getting more n more stressed about N than before - especially doing it with nobody around.

Wondering if its SI or irrational fear or legitimate concern.

I sincerely wish Dignitas and Pegasos allow younger healthy candidates too.
PN said he will use Sarco in Switzerland this year. I hope he opens it up to all adults.

Yeah… I began my "process" Buying the drug Before knowing some "related issues" about this N method …

As I became aware of "details" I managed to have a third bottle N… Then Dilantin…
(Because of the alcohol and anti psychotic meds)..

But when I google Dilantin + Pentobarbital it goes right to Veterinary pages… (Which is quite bizarre)… And since the PPH doesn't provide any further information this … it may be my next research….
 
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The nurse in these videos is exceptional. In this and other videos, she provides water or chocolate freely, up until the individual begins showing signs of intoxication. Once this starts, unconsciousness occurs in a minute or so. During this period, she does not allow them to eat or drink to avoid them passing out mid drink and aspirating.

This is completely peaceful, and she does an incredible job.
 
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I managed to have a third bottle N… Then Dilantin…
Wondering isn't 3 bottles plus Dilantin an overkill?

If I remember correctly, PPH says Dilantin is needed to potentiate N which is old.

Also, 300 ml is too much N to drink. It takes time for me to get through 300 ml of Pepsi/Coke. 300 ml of Vet N might be difficult.

Because when I Google Dilantin and Pentobarbital it goes right to Veterinary pages
not for me.
 
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OnlyTheWind

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Wow, he went to sleep extremely fast.
 
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Does anybody know why did she deny him water ?
My guess is that he was already drowsy so he could have choked on the water which would have made the entire process unpleasant.
 
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Jan 22, 2021
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What was wrong with him to go there in the 1st place?
 
BillyBob

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The video is from a documentary called "Choosing to Die by Terry Pratchett"

My guess with the water is it would dilute the N slowing down the absorption delaying death.
 
ClairyFairy

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He would've started choking that was why
 
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