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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm de-stressing
Jul 1, 2020
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i know these dont help me. i know they do the exact opposite. they make me hate myself more, make me more dissociated. but i dont want to give them up. what do i do?
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
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If they don't help you but instead makes you worse then I guess it would be better to stop smoking weed and drinking
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm de-stressing
Jul 1, 2020
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If they don't help you but instead makes you worse then I guess it would be better to stop smoking weed and drinking
even though not doing it feels better physically and mentally i cant not....idk i guess i have an addiction ive been trying to hide the same way i hide my disorders. "its not that bad"
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Addiction is a terrible thing to battle. I've had my share of troubles with it. You won't be able to stop until it either becomes a real problem, you seek help, or commit to sobriety yourself.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm de-stressing
Jul 1, 2020
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Addiction is a terrible thing to battle. I've had my share of troubles with it. You won't be able to stop until it either becomes a real problem, you seek help, or commit to sobriety yourself.
ive tried to do it myself. i think the most i went without anything was a little over a week. but it was all i could think about the whole time. im surprised i went that long. i went about 2 weeks without booze though
 
Sugar_Cookie21

Sugar_Cookie21

The world is a vampire
Jul 11, 2020
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i had problems with marijuana before, the thing is that can become a bad habit, fortunately is not addictive, i stop smoking when i had a stroke after mixing it with cocaine and alcohol, i hope that doesn't get to that point for you to stop using it, you can always seek help tho, good luck i hope the best for you
 
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oh thats the part about seeking help i forgot to mention. my no good step father is supervisor for security at the rehab here
 
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Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
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i know these dont help me. i know they do the exact opposite. they make me hate myself more, make me more dissociated. but i dont want to give them up. what do i do?
Don't resolve to give them up at all. All medicines have their downside—-even Big Pharm's dubious "creations" do. But if beer and weed are your only options, I say go for it. II reason it could be much worses. You could be on meth, oxycodone etc. This comes from one iwhose thing is beer and weed. I don't drink the hard stuff or wine. Only beer leavened with plenty of weed.
Don't beat on yourself over it; you need relief from pain after all. Oh yes, I'm a wimp when it comes to dark beers, light, airy Mexicans are my thing. I drink two six pax of coronita in the half size bottles. Then I add on a little holy weed and things seem better for a time. A toast to you!
Don't resolve to give them up at all. All medicines have their downside—-even Big Pharm's dubious "creations" do. But if beer and weed are your only options, I say go for it. II reason it could be much worses. You could be on meth, oxycodone etc. This comes from one iwhose thing is beer and weed. I don't drink the hard stuff or wine. Only beer leavened with plenty of weed.
Don't beat on yourself over it; you need relief from pain after all. Oh yes, I'm a wimp when it comes to dark beers, light, airy Mexicans are my thing. I drink two six pax of coronita in the half size bottles. Then I add on a little holy weed and things seem better for a time. A toast to you!
 

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