Meth as a way to ruin my life before i die

[sombie]

I've recently been smoking meth and I have to say it really does feel amazing,It hasn't changed my thoughts of suicide just gives me a rush of euphoria that I have never experienced before but I have been getting negative side effects with my schizophrenia,I have never heard voices or had visual hallucinations but when I was on a 4 day meth binge without sleep i finally got to experience that,it was interesting to say the least,I really do love it more than anything in the world rn,I'm not going to be here for the long term side effects but it really does change your mindset in a negative way,I can already feel my basic cognitive abilities going downhill but I'm enjoying the ride,love u guys just wanted to get this off my chest.

 

[stupidhuman]

How's the euphoria different from let's say MDMA ?

 

[sombie]

How's the euphoria different from let's say MDMA ?

Haven't tried mdma so I couldn't tell you but you get a rush of energy,you don't feel like eating but your mouth gets really dry and you don't sleep for days if you get a big enough dose and it makes you horny af

 

[yowai]

It's gonna fry your brain but if you're not gonna be here much longer does it really matter lol
If you're not 100% sure about ctbing I'd stay away though, even switch to crack or something cuz meth does irreversible damage and is neurotoxic

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

I've smoked meth and it was a good high, but smoking it from a bowl with a torch lighter was harsh and it tasted nasty. The experience of smoking weed is so much more chill. I have prescription ADHD meds for my amphetamines, and I can't live without those.

One thing about meth is that it disables you ability to recognize and regulate how obnoxious you're being around other people. My friend does meth, he can be great to be around and a productive worker until he starts doing too much meth for days on end, then he becomes the most obnoxious and unbearable person you can imagine. He'll just pass out in the middle of a job, and he gets obsessed with his fentanyl addicted girlfriend. He broke a bunch of my stuff including an almost new Mercedes convertible, so I finally had to cut him off. It's sad because he wasn't trying to be obnoxious, he just couldn't help it when he got sucked into meth.

I would agree with @yowai that crack is probably better. It doesn't have the same long-lasting high as meth, but it leaves you in states that aren't so over-energized and don't cause as many problems.