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Life-Death-Afterlife

Life-Death-Afterlife

Built with Broken parts.
Sep 16, 2018
5
Hey guys. Heres my first post.
So I l've been wanting to ctb for long while now on and off. My moods been the lyrics in this song lately Fine Again,( ) and to be honest. I dont know where to start. I'm 17 (which some may frown upon) but it would be better this way.
I Have 9 Prozac (10mg), 8 zoloft (50mg) and
17 Trazodone (100mg) which I'm sure would be enough to ctb. But If I survive then my chances of trying to ODing again would drop 90% . Most of the pills would be gone. I got the Trazodone from my roomate who recently moved and left some other pills including even more Trazodone behind. plz help. It would mean allot.
 

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Jewels

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Aug 23, 2018
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I think you will need more pills than that for it to be fatal
 
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letmeseethedeath

letmeseethedeath

catching the bus
Aug 4, 2018
465
Maybe pills are not the best and maybe you won't achieve your desire. Maybe try to get some money for SN, it's a good idea
 
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Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
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Hey guys. Heres my first post.
So I l've been wanting to ctb for long while now on and off. My moods been the lyrics in this song lately Fine Again,( ) and to be honest. I dont know where to start. I'm 17 (which some may frown upon) but it would be better this way.
I Have 9 Prozac (10mg), 8 zoloft (50mg) and
17 Trazodone (100mg) which I'm sure would be enough to ctb. But If I survive then my chances of trying to ODing again would drop 90% . Most of the pills would be gone. I got the Trazodone from my roomate who recently moved and left some other pills including even more Trazodone behind. plz help. It would mean allot.

Theres a long way between doing serios damage to yourself, and killing yourself. Please be sure, in all respects, that it's what you want to try, and you have considered all advice possible. Personally I would certainly not take the chance with what you have, but then again I dont know what you're going through. At least I hope you will understand what you might be letting yourself in for
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
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I'm not sure if that's enough pills to OD, but your height and weight impact that as well. Your resistance to pills, how much you've eaten and if you've had any alcohol can affect your success rate.

If you're 100% certain you're going to ctb, I wouldn't recommend ODing. I've had three attempts through it and it's not pleasant. Pills tend to taste bitter and there's a good chance you'll throw them all up and feel like shit for a few days. Or you'll choke on your own vomit which isn't nice at all, and that happens to kill you your body is going to look pretty gross. If it doesn't kill you you'll probably end up hallucinating and in hospital. After my attempts I ended up with some kind of memory problem and I can barely remember if things really happened because all my memories feel kinda like dreams or like they didn't really happen. Sometimes I barely remember if something happened earlier in the day. And I'm pretty lucky -other people who fail an OD end up with a lot more problems.

If you want to use pills when you ctb, use the exit bag method. The general idea is to take enough pills to fall unconscious, with a strong bag over your head and sealed with elastic so it doesn't come off. You'll die from hypoxia when there's no more oxygen in the bag. http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/plastic-bag-drugs

Sending you hugs
 
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Kingkelly

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Dec 3, 2018
532
It really does seem that would be enough right?? Unfortunately I've tried twice to od with pills like those and that small of amount will just make you sick. I took 30 seroquel one time with some other stuff, the other time 25 belsomra and 25 celexa, the other time like 30 lunesta. I was just sick for a few days I think I messed up my insides. Everyone is different but I wouldn't suggest it. You need a lot of serious pills to CBT. It will just frustrate you and make you more sad :/ but when we get desperate enough we dont Care. Trust me if all my pills weren't locked Ina safe I'd take them all right now. I think i have like 60 trazodone, 60 seroquel, a few kinds of muscle relaxers and a bunch of other random not lethal meds but mix them all together it sounds good. Even though I know more than likely it'll be a bad time. Sigh I just want one pill that will do it all.. Why isn't there a magic pill?
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
you will fail and will be seen as the typical teenager that swallowed a few pills to get attention/cries for help...

method wont work
 
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Life-Death-Afterlife

Life-Death-Afterlife

Built with Broken parts.
Sep 16, 2018
5
Thanks for the heads up. The comments you guys sent helps allot.
I need to do some more of research.
 
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Crest33

Crest33

Sheet slinger
Nov 28, 2018
261
you will fail and will be seen as the typical teenager that swallowed a few pills to get attention/cries for help...

method wont work
Indeed. Mixing pils is not the way to go.
 
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N00SE_MAN1A

Member
Dec 10, 2018
34
Poison is anything taken in too much quantity (lethal quantity). That wont be enough and could result in permanent damage. Do research on the pills that you have and how much is the lethal amount. See if its possible to get more pills.
 
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Bex83

Member
Aug 26, 2018
61
I took 50 diazepam, 30 sleeping tablets, half a litre of vodka and still woke up. Never again.
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
My advice is to research everything thoroughly before you CTB. I survived an OD and it was horrible. I wrecked my flat while I was "unconscious", broke my TV and woke up with a black eye. I could have done much worse damage to myself judging by the mess in the flat. The idea is to find peace, not to make things worse for ourselves.
 
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