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jellymomo

jellymomo

if beauty is in the inside i wanna see my bones
Sep 30, 2023
26
I feel like i'm overreacting but my birthday is genuinely one of the most loneliest day of my life. Just thinking about it makes me feel ill because I know that nobody cares about me at all. I know birthdays are supposed to make you happy but it makes me feel so worrisome, especially about how people truly view me. Idk i just can't stop thinking about it im so scared for my birthday n hopefully u guys can relate to this
 
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nbk4755

nbk4755

Member
Nov 4, 2023
18
I feel you, I've always hated birthdays & most holidays in general. Just seems to remind me that I am half the person as everyone around me. I've stopped caring as much about them recently, they've just turned into normal days, where I get up as normal, do my routine as normal, and fall asleep as normal.
 
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OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Student
Nov 25, 2024
110
I see mine as just another day, nothing special. No parties. It shouldn't be any different, cause every single day we age, birthdays are just an unnecessary reminder. Hope you will feel less lonely on your day and get to do something that you want to do, with or without people.
 
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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
556
Sleep is my go to.
It's a slow train because I can't get on the one I actually want to catch.
That's how I see it. You fall asleep and always wake up that bit nearer to your destination.
 
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nawee

nawee

nawee
Mar 19, 2023
54
I feel like i'm overreacting but my birthday is genuinely one of the most loneliest day of my life. Just thinking about it makes me feel ill because I know that nobody cares about me at all. I know birthdays are supposed to make you happy but it makes me feel so worrisome, especially about how people truly view me. Idk i just can't stop thinking about it im so scared for my birthday n hopefully u guys can relate to this
Happy birthday! My birthday was today aswell (If you mean 17th december), I was alone too. I hope you're able to get a cake or anything fun for yourself, maybe this time it will be different? If not, do some selfcare or anything that makes you feel good
 
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jellymomo

jellymomo

if beauty is in the inside i wanna see my bones
Sep 30, 2023
26
Happy birthday! My birthday was today aswell (If you mean 17th december), I was alone too. I hope you're able to get a cake or anything fun for yourself, maybe this time it will be different? If not, do some selfcare or anything that makes you feel good
Happy birthday!! It wasn't my birthday tho aha, but it's soon (january) :) i hope u enjoyed ur bday !
 
Electra

Electra

In sleep's embrace, forever estranged
Jul 1, 2024
124
There's something about your own birthday that I can't really put into words. But yeah, I get that feeling. Hugs đź«‚
 

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