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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,269
my cbt is always postponed

there is always something that means I can't/want to leave problems with parents, sister, pet, roof not available, or other worries of daily life.. or the SI..

It's tiring now it's Christmas and New Year's Day and I'm going to have to wait AGAIN...it probably won't happen before mid-February.... it's very very 😭😭

In my head already dead... just my body...
 
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zekeyaeger

zekeyaeger

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Mar 30, 2023
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Same, I am just suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,131
I really understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I also feel so tired of it all. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,269
it's really tiring...it's already hard to overcome the SI ...and when I get there there are always things in life that make it so I can't try to ctb..🤨
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
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I feel exactly the same, I was supposed to die yesterday or today but some things came up and I had to postpone it until January, I feel like I'm already dead. I can't wait, I want to be free from all this suffering and shitty life. Every time I get closer something happens to make me postpone it again, but I've decided, January is the end.
 
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bipolar22

bipolar22

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Aug 31, 2022
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Same. been 5 years since I decided its senseless. I fail, postpone or people come and give me false hope so I try to make a life. but later turns out it was all bullshit so back to square one.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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