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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,301
Try ctb 8 or 9 or 10 january

My sn comes from Portugal I could not test it, but people have died with it. It is noted in the official composition 99/100

*1 day before:

-Meto 10 mg morning 8am morning medication: 150 mg sertraline + 400 mg carbamazepine + 10 mg valium
-Meto 10 mg at 4pm
-Meto 10 mg night 24 hours: medication 50 mg sertraline + 10 mg valium
normally I take 600 mg of quetiapine but I saw that there was a major interaction so I do not take it... other medications have a moderate interaction I take them.

*D-Day:

-Meto 10 mg morning 8 am morning medication 150 mg sertraline + 400 mg carbamazepine + 10 mg diazepam
I finished eating around 1:15 pm (last family lunch, I'll try not to eat too much).
-Meto 10 mg 4 pm

I drink very little water at noon.

Do not eat or drink between 1:15 pm and 11:15 pm...about 10 am.

I do not drink water from lunch until 11:15 pm
No medication in the evening.

-23:15 Meto 3*10 mg

-23:45 3*10 mg of diazepam that I take with a little water...I have a resistance to diazepam that I have been taking for 2, 3 years every day 10 mg morning and 10 mg evening....

I need very little water to swallow the pills...I would need more water to crush them unnecessarily and I would lose product I prefer to swallow them.

-Preparation of 3 glasses between 23:45 and 24:00 (midnight)
-sn 25 g (weighed on scales) then mixed in 50 ml of water... water measured with a pitcher. if it is not high enough I add 20 ml.
I would have prepared 3 drinks...

24h (midnight) drink the 1st glass +
200 mg of propranolol with a little water (5 tablets of 40 mg) I swallow with a little water.

-Mouthwash to get rid of the taste afterwards

-I lie down.

-If I vomit I drink the 2nd glass again and if I lie down, I drink the 3rd.

No need for antacid. I read what Nitzschke said.

I have propranolol that has expired for a year and a half but according to some doctors it could still be good. I plan to take maybe 200 mg... it's not enough but it's better than nothing and naive to the product and it's not propranolol that kills

Are you okay?

I read Stan and Vizzy 😉

A big thank you

IS ok?
 
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StarCaller'sStaff

StarCaller'sStaff

Member
Dec 5, 2024
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It sounds like you have it all planned out. I wish you a safe and painless trip. Love you. :heart:
 
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Defenestration

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Maybe sn or jumping 60 m hard i dont know
 
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L'absent

L'absent

À ma manière 🪦
Aug 18, 2024
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Have a good trip. A big hug. We will miss you.🥺❤️💟🌺
 
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Dec 20, 2024
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24h (midnight) drink the 1st glass +
200 mg of propranolol with a little water (5 tablets of 40 mg) I swallow with a little water.
Sorry, but Isn't it better to take propranolol minutes before drinking SN? If you vomit, do you think it will still reduce the tachycardia?! It won't have any effect, right?
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
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Sorry, but Isn't it better to take propranolol minutes before drinking SN? If you vomit, do you think it will still reduce the tachycardia?! It won't have any effect, right?
I dont know sorry...
 
Tig

Tig

Student
Oct 17, 2024
150
Looks like a good plan, peace be the journey.....
 
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Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
282
Thats more thought out than my SN plan of fasting 12 hours and taking propanolol 2 hours before and taking the sn so I hope it works out for you!
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

idelttoilfsadness21

My chance at seeing the stars again but in 2025
Jan 6, 2025
176
I have heard mental meds don't work as they counteract the affects 😭😭😭, but you planning to take them during the day to evening to night is such a good idea all while eating little. I solute you!! And hope your ctb works out very well, especially as I am taking mental meds with some great otc items (may need to reduce and try them first to see the affects like you did) so pls make it out :>

This was a great read!! Enjoy 😊
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,301
I have heard mental meds don't work as they counteract the affects 😭😭😭, but you planning to take them during the day to evening to night is such a good idea all while eating little. I solute you!! And hope your ctb works out very well, especially as I am taking mental meds with some great otc items (may need to reduce and try them first to see the affects like you did) so pls make it out :>

This was a great read!! Enjoy 😊
what type of medication???😭
I am sick (rumbling stomach, nausea) I slept all afternoon and I don't have the strength to do what I had planned to do to prepare my ctb properly. it will be postponed again...

because then my party, after my father's birthday, after work at home on my bathroom, after my sister's birthday.

and on top of that I finally received an email saying that my second order of sn was shipped (since December 26) and I want to be there to get a second package...

in short with me these times the postponed either the SI or other things...
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

My chance at seeing the stars again but in 2025
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what type of medication???😭
I am sick (rumbling stomach, nausea) I slept all afternoon and I don't have the strength to do what I had planned to do to prepare my ctb properly. it will be postponed again...

because then my party, after my father's birthday, after work at home on my bathroom, after my sister's birthday.

and on top of that I finally received an email saying that my second order of sn was shipped (since December 26) and I want to be there to get a second package...

in short with me these times the postponed either the SI or other things...
Hydroxyzine
Diazepam
Doxepin
Escitalopram
Buspirone,
Benadryl
Seroquel
Domperidone, or Compazine (to stop vomiting) 20), Gabapentin or Tramadol (or Pregabalin, Tricyclic antidepressants (this related to gastrointestinal problems you can still acquire)

And noooo!!

You deserve better, defenestration!!

I hope you get second package and your first package comes soon, because what?!?!

Know that we will support you 🥺🫂💕
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,301
i mean does taking quetiapine or diazepam not affect the chances of dying from sn...?

perhaps ctb 16 or 17 january...or After in february
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,301
Deleted i cant...i dont know when ctb...
 

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