my dad just died and i feel nothing

[yuna6]

Fuck i want attention but i can't even fake cry to get it
No one fucking gave him CPR and it's not the first time he had heart attack, why is my mom so dumb , she didn't call me when he was lying dead , I went there 30 min after it was too late and his fingertips were gray

 

[FishRain3469]

My goodness, I am so sorry. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family throughout this ordeal.

 

[yuna6]

The only thing on my mind right now is how financially fucked are we , dad has pension but we just bought our own home this january and it probably wasn't insured cuz he's was a diabetic fat fuck

 

[fallingtopieces]

I'm very sorry for your loss. It's completely natural to feel whatever you are feeling. Did something happen to your home that insurance would've been required? Do you mean mortgage or life insurance? I hope you have some help to navigate through all of this.

 

[yuna6]

I'm very sorry for your loss. It's completely natural to feel whatever you are feeling. Did something happen to your home that insurance would've been required? Do you mean mortgage or life insurance? I hope you have some help to navigate through all of this.

Bought a flat using home loan
Fuck why aren't they done with funeral yet I have been awake all night , i just wanna shower and sleep
so this whole time mom was waiting for relatives to arrive, why do people wanna watch a dead body , what's the point