lwovely
cat lover
- Oct 13, 2024
- 14
Anyway I just did my weld test and I failed both my 2G and 3G. I didn't really get too sad over it and I told myself that I still have enough time to learn. I've been trying to eat a lot more healthier lately to ease my mind. My depression is low but it's still lingering around but it's not as bad as a couple weeks ago. I am not so sure if this is possibly mania or if I am just getting better mentally. Life is still mentally hard but I hope I can strive through it.
My eating disorder is slowly getting better but it's hard to not push myself back to how I was before. There were times where I didn't eat because I like structure but it's not something I want long term. It's just tough when you convince yourself you're fat or you did not starve enough. I am just scared I will relapse back to how I was before but I really hope I can stay positive and keep persevering. I just want whoever is reading this to know that we can push through this together, one day at a time.
My eating disorder is slowly getting better but it's hard to not push myself back to how I was before. There were times where I didn't eat because I like structure but it's not something I want long term. It's just tough when you convince yourself you're fat or you did not starve enough. I am just scared I will relapse back to how I was before but I really hope I can stay positive and keep persevering. I just want whoever is reading this to know that we can push through this together, one day at a time.
