My dogs, my only reason to continue to exist.
It has been a very hard few months, I have never felt so bad. Something that I had been dragging since 2021 and I thought I had left behind exploded again with everything.
I had the best partner I could have ever known. He was the only person in the world able to validate my emotions, we were very happy.... But last year I couldn't take care of the relationship very well and he left me.
I have been destroyed ever since.
I have been so bad that one of the friends I had in the group of friends that I put together decided to get mad at me since I wasn't thinking enough of her but of me.... Damn, what else can I do?
So she sent me to hell and now she has taken all my friends with her....
The only thing I'm still eating for is my dogs. I live alone and my family doesn't care about me..... They are my only peace.
I know that if I die they will need me and I will be gone and their fate will be uncertain.
That worries me
But I have felt so very bad.
Every day it's harder to go on and I can't even work anymore because of how bad I feel.
It has been a very hard few months, I have never felt so bad. Something that I had been dragging since 2021 and I thought I had left behind exploded again with everything.
I had the best partner I could have ever known. He was the only person in the world able to validate my emotions, we were very happy.... But last year I couldn't take care of the relationship very well and he left me.
I have been destroyed ever since.
I have been so bad that one of the friends I had in the group of friends that I put together decided to get mad at me since I wasn't thinking enough of her but of me.... Damn, what else can I do?
So she sent me to hell and now she has taken all my friends with her....
The only thing I'm still eating for is my dogs. I live alone and my family doesn't care about me..... They are my only peace.
I know that if I die they will need me and I will be gone and their fate will be uncertain.
That worries me
But I have felt so very bad.
Every day it's harder to go on and I can't even work anymore because of how bad I feel.
