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I've have tried overdoses of anti-feeeze a few times when trying to and end my life and if anyone has any questions please fire away. It would have worked if I hadn't had been found both times and I'll be as open as I can about how it feels, side effects, after effects, whatever you want to ask ?
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So it makes you feel like super drunk after about 20mins. My balance was all over the place and I threw up multiple times. I drank between 500ml to 1L each time in total but I threw up after each drink because pure ethylene glycol is really sweet so it's very difficult to drink and cover the taste. Someone found me 1 hour later, unconscious.
If it's pure ethylene glycol, it's super sweet, like unbearable sweet and quite thick. But you can find some with bittering agents in it but I went for the pure stuff to be sure. It doesn't burn just you know you shouldn't be drinking it.
I have kidney damage like they work around 70% and they had to do a tracheostomy to save my life so I have damage from that as well.
A friends grandson passed this way. It was not quick or easy. It takes days for your body to die once the kidneys shut down.
There are other options available.
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A friends grandson passed this way. It was not quick or easy. It takes days for your body to die once the kidneys shut down.
There are other options available.
Didn't say it was easy or quick did I, just letting people know what it feels like so they can make the choice. For some it's the only option they have
It's really different for everyone, depending on how much you can swallow, can be a day, a couple of days, even if they do get you to hospital it's a real battle to stop the damage. I can assure you though if your at home painkillers are enough to stop the pain and if your in hospital and they can't save you they won't let you suffer, is my experience anyway. The actual drinking and first couple of hours are not painful at all. And you do fall into a unconscious state quickly at first, you may wake up again or not at all, you may have to deal with the experience taking longer than other methods, but I think it gets a bad rep on the pain/suffering side of things. And it's easily available so you don't have to plan and pay loads either. It does take longer than other methods but if you decide to ride that bus, then it's something I wouldn't discount.
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It's really different for everyone, depending on how much you can swallow, can be a day, a couple of days, even if they do get you to hospital it's a real battle to stop the damage. I can assure you though if your at home painkillers are enough to stop the pain and if your in hospital and they can't save you they won't let you suffer, is my experience anyway. The actual drinking and first couple of hours are not painful at all. And you do fall into a unconscious state quickly at first, you may wake up again or not at all, you may have to deal with the experience taking longer than other methods, but I think it gets a bad rep on the pain/suffering side of things. And it's easily available so you don't have to plan and pay loads either. It does take longer than other methods but if you decide to ride that bus, then it's something I wouldn't discount.
Did you use ethylene glycol for cars or as a pure chemical? All the ethylene glycol I come across is for cars and mostly already diluted and sometimes contains rust inhibitors and other chemicals. (I'm in the UK)
Was there any pain before you passed out? Basically I'm trying to know about the painfullness in any stage of the attempts. And also, how long did you stay in the hospital for after you were found?
Did you use ethylene glycol for cars or as a pure chemical? All the ethylene glycol I come across is for cars and mostly already diluted and sometimes contains rust inhibitors and other chemicals. (I'm in the UK)
Was there any pain before you passed out? Basically I'm trying to know about the painfullness in any stage of the attempts. And also, how long did you stay in the hospital for after you were found?
Did you use ethylene glycol for cars or as a pure chemical? All the ethylene glycol I come across is for cars and mostly already diluted and sometimes contains rust inhibitors and other chemicals. (I'm in the UK)
No eyesight problems, if they find you and save you you'll probably get dialysis in time. Just make sure it's glycol not any other type as they are more prone to causing blindness.
Please don't tell me what to do, it is my experience, im not advocating for it as the best option as i say, just letting people know my experience. This is a supportive site and if we can't be nice here when we are misunderstood by others everywhere else then what are you doing here.
Please don't tell me what to do, it is my experience, im not advocating for it as the best option as i say, just letting people know my experience. This is a supportive site and if we can't be nice here when we are misunderstood by others everywhere else then what are you doing here.
You're right. I am sorry for being so dismissive of your experience. I just want people to understand how unreliable this method is, but I could have phrased this in a kinder and more understanding way.
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