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Kennedy

Kennedy

New Member
Dec 18, 2018
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Tonight I will begin by leaving an excess of food and water for my animals. Although, I doubt they will need as much as I'll give them. I'm supposed to go home for Christmas tomorrow... My mum will know that something has happened when I don't update her on my travel plans. I'm just thankful that I live 2 hours away from her. She won't be the one to find me. She's requested wellness checks in the past when she was worried (shortly after a near-fatal suicide attempt).

I'll then take a warm bath and listen to music as my pre-SN meds kick in. I'll dress in my most comfortable clothing and say goodbye to my animals. They are my heart.

My final act will be talking to my Mum over Messenger before I take my SN. We will say goodnight and I'll tell her that I love her. It will appear normal to her as we do so all the time... but for me, it will be my final goodnight.

I will then finally cuddle up in my clean sheets and sleep. My cats will undoubtedly join me. I will love them until I no longer can.

With my letters, I'm going to leave behind an SD card containing my favourite music and all of the photos I've taken over the years.

This will break my family and that is something I can never truly apologize for.


If I never reply to this thread, you'll know that I'm gone.
 
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JohnDoe1

Arcanist
Sep 13, 2018
474
Sounds like a good plan. All the best. I hope you find peace.
 
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RedBuns

RedBuns

Member
Dec 18, 2018
48
I wish you the best of luck and i hope you find some peace on the other side.
 
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explorer

Student
Dec 7, 2018
132
Wish you find peace and happiness
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
I hope you have a peaceful journey, lots of hugs
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
Have a safe and peaceful journey on the other side.
 
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MachineGunDani

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
336
Aww, this post was so nicely written. I'm sorry ur hurting and I only wish u peace! Hugs❤️❤️❤️
 
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iHeartRockArt

iHeartRockArt

Wizard
Sep 21, 2018
608
Wow, made me tear up a little, as I know how you feel about your animals. I'm so sorry you're hurting and that you have to say goodbye to your family, but I wish you safe travels to your next destination. May peace be with you always.
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2018
1,450
Kennedy, I wish I had the chance to know you before you departed. Godspeed on your journey to peace.
 
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NotWorthLiving

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Dec 8, 2018
1,264
I wish you luck. Peace be with you
 
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Lunaemoth

Lunaemoth

Member
Dec 14, 2018
85
It's nice that you are making plans to take care of your animals, say goodbye to your mother and be warm and comfortable when you go... I like the idea of the SD card as well.

Good luck... I hope you find your peace.
 
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Bex83

Member
Aug 26, 2018
61
Another goodbye, good luck, and always peace..
 
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Politecat

Politecat

Member
Dec 9, 2018
56
Goodbye, I hope everything turns out as planned. see you on the other side.
 
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furax53

Student
Nov 13, 2018
191
good luck and good trip
 
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Philip

Specialist
Oct 23, 2018
319
This post just ripped my heart out. May you find your peace tonight.
 
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Philip

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Oct 23, 2018
319
I am for real crying :aw:
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,925
Sounds like a plan, and I'm sorry that it will hurt your mother, but only you know what is best in your situation. Good luck and I hope you are able to find peace.
 
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letmeseethedeath

letmeseethedeath

catching the bus
Aug 4, 2018
465
Tonight I will begin by leaving an excess of food and water for my animals. Although, I doubt they will need as much as I'll give them. I'm supposed to go home for Christmas tomorrow... My mum will know that something has happened when I don't update her on my travel plans. I'm just thankful that I live 2 hours away from her. She won't be the one to find me. She's requested wellness checks in the past when she was worried (shortly after a near-fatal suicide attempt).

I'll then take a warm bath and listen to music as my pre-SN meds kick in. I'll dress in my most comfortable clothing and say goodbye to my animals. They are my heart.

My final act will be talking to my Mum over Messenger before I take my SN. We will say goodnight and I'll tell her that I love her. It will appear normal to her as we do so all the time... but for me, it will be my final goodnight.

I will then finally cuddle up in my clean sheets and sleep. My cats will undoubtedly join me. I will love them until I no longer can.

With my letters, I'm going to leave behind an SD card containing my favourite music and all of the photos I've taken over the years.

This will break my family and that is something I can never truly apologize for.


If I never reply to this thread, you'll know that I'm gone.
i wish you all the peace you deserve. we all here deserve it. goodnight forever ❤️
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,809
good luck
 
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Thoughtforms

Thoughtforms

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
220
Hi Kennedy do let us know if you're ok. Noticed you were online

Otherwise RIP x
 
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SiArc

SiArc

sassy and sarcastic-y
Dec 10, 2018
230
May peace find you.
 
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Thoughtforms

Thoughtforms

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
220
Looks like they have gone.
Peace be with you xx
 
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Hunter

Hunter

Experienced
Sep 14, 2018
260
Rest In Peace, dear one. I will follow soon.
 
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GhostedToast

GhostedToast

Wants to disappear
Sep 25, 2018
144
i hope you managed to find peace.
 
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