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rikamonie

rikamonie

Experienced
Jun 3, 2020
290
Im recovering from my depressive thoughts, i was in hospital for failed N attempt for 2 weeks maybe a bit longer, im home now and ready to continue recovery the last step being leaving this place behind. i'd like to thank everyone here for being so kind to me when i came back and also when i made my other goodbye post i really appreciate everyone here and i made a good friend here too!

i will say goodbye now and goodluck to everyone else who is recovering here i wish you all happiness in life see you guys its my last day on this site and then ill log off :heart:
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,811
Whatever happens next after you leave us, I hope it goes well. Even if things go wrong again, we'll still be here for you, but hopefully coming back isn't necessary. Good luck!
 
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I_love_to_bake

I_love_to_bake

Student
Feb 27, 2020
167
I just want to give you some compassion my friend... good luck.
 
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almost_dead

almost_dead

Arcanist
Aug 7, 2020
465
;-;
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Best of luck in your recovery, wishing you all the best in life. :heart:
 
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Deleted member 14573

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Feb 2, 2020
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All the best with your recovery journey, I'm happy for you :hug: It won't always be easy but I'm sure you'll make it through <3
 
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deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
373
Good luck. :heart: :hug: :happy: Great ur better. Wish i was. I am doomed.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
Best of luck on your journey
 
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mellow

Member
Jul 19, 2020
51
I wish you all the best @rikamonie. Have a full, blessed, happy life :heart: live long and prosper lol
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I wish you the best. I feel like I may be too far gone, but am still trying.
 
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disabledandhopeless

disabledandhopeless

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2020
1,893
:heart::heart::heart:All the best :heart::heart::heart:
 
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SnowWhite

SnowWhite

Semi-Professional Disappointment
Jan 16, 2020
154
Sending all my love :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,627
Wishing you all the best in your journey to recovery. I was reading through your other thread and it's crazy that you survived N. I guess it's a sign that your time on Earth isn't supposed to be over yet. :heart:
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
The best of luck and light on your new journey. I hope the future brings you everything you want and desire. It's refreshing to see this kind of goodbye thread for once. Lots of love ❤️
 
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Commitmentphile101

Member
Apr 16, 2020
58
I was in hospital for failed N attempt for 2 weeks maybe a bit longer

Ermmm, is no one going to ask how on earth its possible to fail with N?
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i'm happy for you! i wish you the best. :heart:
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,627
Ermmm, is no one going to ask how on earth its possible to fail with N?
It was all discussed in another thread started by OP which you can find if you go through their profile.
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
Best of luck and i hope we never hear from you again , i mean that in the nicest possible way xx
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Most people who leave to recover just up and disappear. I wish more people would post recovery based goodbye threads like this. It can be inspirational and shows that not everyone comes here to die.
 
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krsu

krsu

999
Jun 10, 2020
210
I'm so proud of you that you have been able to overcome such a tragedy :heart: I really hope we can keep in contact off-site for the foreseeable future, you have comforted me so much whenever I needed it and I hope I've done the same for you. This is your second chance, your redemption at life, don't ever let anyone drag you down like how she did to you again. You deserve better and I know you will meet someone who will treat you with the love and care you've always needed.

You are the only one who really understands and sympathizes with my thoughts and emotions and I consider you the most amazing friend I've met in a long time :3 Even though we are really only just pen pals.

I will take these good memories to my grave when the time comes, thank you so much for everything <3
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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I love recovery based goodbye threads! I wish you all the best :heart::heart:
 
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Blank Dreamer

Blank Dreamer

Seeker of Dreams
Sep 11, 2020
72
Seems I'm late to respond while rika was here. I remember reading her original goodbye thread while I was just a lurker here.

Just wanted to say that I am amazed about your recovery from N. It truly is a miraculous and wonderful story. Makes me wish that something similar would happen to me, hah. I wish for nothing but the best for you in your life. Thank you for your inspirational story that I will definitely keep with me.

All the best, rikamonie.
 

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