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sillyboy98

sillyboy98

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(I'm new here, so please excuse me if I messed up any of the lingo or misunderstood/broke any rules!)

Over the years I've done a lot of half-assed attempts, so recently I've been doing some proper research to finally CTB. And I think I finally figured it out. But I would absolutely love your input to see if I've missed anything. So this is the plan so far:

Step 1: place myself in a position where if I pass out, I fall into a position that restricts my breathing. I'm thinking something watery.
Step 2: Oral intake of benzos with longer (30+ minutes) onset, specifically: 15x 2mg Metizolam, 10x 8mg Flubromazepam, 15x 5mg norflurazepam
Step 3: Lots of alcohol
Step 4: Oral intake of benzos with short onset (10-15 minutes), specifically: 15x 5mg deschloroetizolam, 25x 3mg Bromazolam (couldn't find a good source on onset so I'll assume the shortest period) and about 150x 3mg Pyrazolam
Step 5 (I'm aiming for approximately 5 minutes after step 4, so it's just before I get knocked out, but with enough margin to go out before the nausea hits): rectal intake of 45x 50mg O-dsmt pellets plus 0,5g in powder.

I also have 1 gram of 3-FA (amphetamine), 2 grams of 2-FDCK (Arylcyclohexylamine), 300mg of 6-APB (amphetamine/benzofuran), roughly 10 grams of cathinones and about 10x 30mg methylphenidate available, plus what can only be described as a buttload of paracetamol (tylenol). I'm thinking of adding those to the steps too (the more bad interactions the merrier, am i right?), but I would love any feedback on that!

Of course I've read about the dangers (aka failure rate) of OD methods, but I feel like with those combinations and amounts, I should be relatively succcesful.
Or is there anything I've missed? Miscalculated? Am I too 'optimistic'?

NB: I don't think I saw anything about it in the rules, but just in case I'd like to add all aforementioned substances are legal where I am
 
yowai

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Don't add stimulants to depressants, they'll cancel each other out kind off. Like if benzos will make your body and organs fall asleep then adderall will wake them up
 
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over2025

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OD'ing on Benzos is hard. They're not as good respiratory depressants as opioids. It would take a ton of benzos.
 
sillyboy98

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OD'ing on Benzos is hard. They're not as good respiratory depressants as opioids. It would take a ton of benzos.
I do have nearly a ton of benzos tbf lol. But the idea would be to combine them with opioids (see step 5), I'm counting on the combo to do it basically
 
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over2025

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I do have nearly a ton of benzos tbf lol. But the idea would be to combine them with opioids (see step 5), I'm counting on the combo to do it basically
You'd have to count on being conscious enough and aware to carry out this full plan. Sorry I don't know all the details of the drugs you're using, but it seems a bit too complicated to me. There's so many steps, you might just back out before you get through all of them.
 
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You'd have to count on being conscious enough and aware to carry out this full plan. Sorry I don't know all the details of the drugs you're using, but it seems a bit too complicated to me. There's so many steps, you might just back out before you get through all of them.
Fair point! The onset of the drugs of the first steps is quite long, so I should propably immediately go ahead to the next ones. The only 'delay' would be between steps 4 and 5, as to time the going unconcioussness before the nausea hitting
Add some alcohol too lol
I'll make myself some delicious gin&juice to down all the pills with lol
 
maniac116

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Honestly, I don't think its going to work at all!
And its so many drugs that you may wake up in a hospital physically or mentally disabled & suffering even more than now.
Rx med OD has an 86%+ failure rate.🤗💔
 
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finishLana

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Seems a bit too complicated

Id reconsider the plan focusing on main things like opioid (which you have (isn't the strongest but you have a solid amount)) and the strongest benzo. Alcohol is a good potentiator to those two, but I'd want to avoid nausea and vomiting. Plan the most effective roa.

Im lately betting on acid resistant enteric capsules, as you could fill them up with odsmt and strongest benzo, taking antiemetic and something sedating first and then once sleepy - taking opiodbenzo enteric capsules. After they successfully bypass the stomach in 1-2h after intake and release in a small intestine. Hopefully when one is asleep or even if awake loosing consciousness in less than a minute.
 
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ODing is hard, especially with benzos. Benzos are inherently very safe, like VERY safe. Even when mixed with alcohol, you will probably just end up in a pile of your own vomit or in the hospital.

Even if you end up in something "watery" (I get your hint) there is still no guarantee.

Would not advise but to each their own.

Edit: Only use drugs from the PPeH that are advised, benzos are not one of them.
 
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Honestly, I don't think its going to work at all!
And its so many drugs that you may wake up in a hospital physically or mentally disabled & suffering even more than now.
Rx med OD has an 86%+ failure rate.🤗💔
I'm not too familiar with all the lingo yet, but from googling I'm assume Rx meds means prescribed? None of them are prescribed, they are generally known as 'research chemicals' aka slightly changed versions of known meds. All legal on a technicality here, guess I'm lucky in that sense. And to be clear: I'm not even really counting on the meds to do the actual CTB (though the ridiculous amount might achieve that already), they're basically meant to put me in a painless suffocation situation
Seems a bit too complicated

Id reconsider the plan focusing on main things like opioid (which you have (isn't the strongest but you have a solid amount)) and the strongest benzo. Alcohol is a good potentiator to those two, but I'd want to avoid nausea and vomiting. Plan the most effective roa.

Im lately betting on acid resistant enteric capsules, as you could fill them up with odsmt and strongest benzo, taking antiemetic and something sedating first and then once sleepy - taking opiodbenzo enteric capsules. After they successfully bypass the stomach in 1-2h after intake and release in a small intestine. Hopefully when one is asleep or even if awake loosing consciousness in less than a minute.
I think I wrote it down a bit more complicated then intended. Basically I'm taking a round of benzos to that'll ensure a longer time passed out (just to be sure, tbh). Then immediately the short onset benzos that would knock me out followed by the O-dsmt that should nail the respiratory arrest (I've also gotten some more).

I did also get some antiemetics to hopefully even further lower the chance of nausea and vomiting
ODing is hard, especially with benzos. Benzos are inherently very safe, like VERY safe. Even when mixed with alcohol, you will probably just end up in a pile of your own vomit or in the hospital.

Even if you end up in something "watery" (I get your hint) there is still no guarantee.

Would not advise but to each their own.

Edit: Only use drugs from the PPeH that are advised, benzos are not one of them.
The benzo's are just meant as a sedative (and partly as an antiemetic), and to serve as a combination with opioids to interact to a state of respiratory arrest. I've also got some specific antiemetics as an extra safety (yes I see the irony lol) measure
 
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sillyboy98

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For ayone interested: Im starting this process right now: as a sort of back-up I've taken a bunch of alcohol and should-be-fatal dose of paracetamol as prep, gonna go aout and find a nice calm spot to do the process described beore (simple explanation: I don;t want people to have to break into my appartment to find me). Got my benzos and opioids ready to take in in like 30 minutes. Worst-case senario for me is waking up from a coma where my family will be in the know of what happened, so I'm kinda forced to open up. And best case obv is never waking up again.

So yeah, if you don't hear from me ever again (or a long time lol), you can consider it a successful sttempt; If you do, well, back to te drawing board. I'll keep you updated. Or not! We1'll see ig lol.

Love you all (L)
 
sillyboy98

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Aight so after the prep steps I sent some messages to people to say my goodbyes, someone called the cops on me and long story short I ended up in the hospital before doing the actual plan. Didn't end up anywhere near where I wanted but oh well worth a try at least
 
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Nov 28, 2024
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Aight so after the prep steps I sent some messages to people to say my goodbyes, someone called the cops on me and long story short I ended up in the hospital before doing the actual plan. Didn't end up anywhere near where I wanted but oh well worth a try at least
damn twin, wishing the best for you going in the future, if you can keep us posted
 

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