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Lonerzepam

Lonerzepam

O'lord! I Have My Doubts
Sep 2, 2022
620
I waited so long for those fucking 2 grams to arrive. Pray for me it will cure my chronic illness. Otherwise I'll probly have to ctb.
I hope those fucking halloween kids won't blow my high haha
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

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Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
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I hate special holidays
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
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It worked guys I don't have to ctb as of now so reliefd

Vitamin K :)
That's good :) I'm happy for you really. How did you consume it? I have benzos, they help
 
whatevs

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Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
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Keep us posted, I hope it helps you.

Edit: not in a "life is bearable today" kind of way, I'm looking for long term repair, as I imagine everyone in here that's not set on suicide is.
 
Lonerzepam

Lonerzepam

O'lord! I Have My Doubts
Sep 2, 2022
620
Yeah guys I think nothing changed really.

I was just high af yesterday of those 99% purity rocks after being 6 months sober and I think the high just masked my illness.

Now I'm more suicidal then ever bc I thought it would work and as high I was yesterday and jesuz I was fucking high I even stole some chocolate bars and candy at a grocery store just for fun and gave all of em to the halloween kids haha. I was literally a walking candyman.

As high as I was yesterday as low I feel now even lower cuz I put so much effort in it to get it and put so much hope in it to work. I literally got high if I saw it in the fake mailbox yesterday haha. But now I'm just lowkey af and my bladder hurts...damn
 

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