My life feels unreal

[Parnate]

Well I am male, gay , 30. I have ADHD, avpd etc. no medicine has worked so far . I also daydream a lot. Whenever I see rich, normal people on social media , I immediately feel a hollow in my heart . I feel utterly horrible. When I stopped social media it was the people I saw on street that made me feel that ways. I feeel so horrible and pathetic. As a remedy I daydream immediately cause if I don't I can't bear the pain. This is jealousy, insecurity whatever that you may call it. Don't know how to deal with it.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Same here. Like it's not even happening. Just too impossible to believe it's true. Too unbearable to handle.

 

[CallmeWill4719]

i sent a message but yeah same shit here. right now obsessing looking at dc comics stuff like lords of order and chaos. Thinking about these concepts calms me down.

 

[isolatedl111]

Well I am male, gay , 30. I have ADHD, avpd etc. no medicine has worked so far . I also daydream a lot. Whenever I see rich, normal people on social media , I immediately feel a hollow in my heart . I feel utterly horrible. When I stopped social media it was the people I saw on street that made me feel that ways. I feeel so horrible and pathetic. As a remedy I daydream immediately cause if I don't I can't bear the pain. This is jealousy, insecurity whatever that you may call it. Don't know how to deal with it.

At night I see weird distorted faces