Kimlett
Student
- Jan 7, 2024
- 105
My life was bad and I just made things worse for myself. I was fired at the end of last year (office job) and I was receiving enough unemployment benefits to live. But I accepted a job doing construction-related stuff and it was harder than I thought, just unbearable. I felt bad being unemployed, and I thought that only if I tried I could know I can tolerate it. When I overthink I get fucked, and when I act impulsively I get fucked too.
So, I left that fucking job and now I'm unemployed again but with no benefits
I still don't know what I want to do, I still can't stand working. I'm looking for part time, or hybrid/wfh options because I can tolerate that, kinda. And I only have a few months worth of savings to survive. So most likely I'll go back to my parents' house. My current house is a very small flat but it's affordable and I'm afraid prices will keep rising and there just won't be affordable houses or even rooms to rent. Time ago I though I could buy a house lol
I might have no other choice than stay in my parents' forever. And the worst thing about this is that now I have a boyfriend and we won't have a place to be comfortable together anymore. We talked about living together someday and maybe that's just not possible. It makes me so deeply sad. He deserves a normal guy who can keep a job.
Life is struggling all the fucking time. I wish I could ctb without hurting my family and my boyfriend. I can't stand it anymore.
So, I left that fucking job and now I'm unemployed again but with no benefits
I still don't know what I want to do, I still can't stand working. I'm looking for part time, or hybrid/wfh options because I can tolerate that, kinda. And I only have a few months worth of savings to survive. So most likely I'll go back to my parents' house. My current house is a very small flat but it's affordable and I'm afraid prices will keep rising and there just won't be affordable houses or even rooms to rent. Time ago I though I could buy a house lol I might have no other choice than stay in my parents' forever. And the worst thing about this is that now I have a boyfriend and we won't have a place to be comfortable together anymore. We talked about living together someday and maybe that's just not possible. It makes me so deeply sad. He deserves a normal guy who can keep a job.
Life is struggling all the fucking time. I wish I could ctb without hurting my family and my boyfriend. I can't stand it anymore.
