Method My SN arrived today! My last day on planet earth!

[rem2024]

Today my shipment of SN will be here by 7pm. I already started fasting for 8 hours.

1. After 8 hours of fasting I'm taking brutalbil(forget) pain pill 1 dose,

2 Advils. At 40 min

3. before SN drink I am taking 30 milligrams of metachlophmide.

4. I have meclinze for dizziness may take a dose of that as well.

5. I weigh 382 pounds at 5'11 female. Taking 35 mg of SN mixed in 500ml of water (about 8 oz).

6. I will have a second glass prepared just in case.

7. I have all my affairs in order and a suicide note ready and schedule to go out the following day, because I have two cats.

8. Do I still need to take the tangent? I looked at the Bible for Sn and it says recent reports show it's no longer needed? That still true?

 

[rozeske]

I wish you the best. I hope you find the peace you search for.

Water is 50 - 100ml.

Edit: SN should be in gm. Have you looked through the guide well? Have you tested your SN for purity?

 

[chronicdissosiation]

i wish you well <3

 

[razahcareca27]

Water is 50 - 100ml.

and SN should be in grams, not mg as you said OP. I wish you can do whatever you think it's best for you, good luck on that

 

[rem2024]

I wish you the best. I hope you find the peace you search for.

Water is 50 - 100ml.

Edit: SN should be in gm. Have you looked through the guide well? Have you tested your SN for purity?

I bought the test strips and when it comes I will be testing it. And yes going through the Bible guide on sn

 

[razahcareca27]

I bought the test strips and when it comes I will be testing it. And yes going through the Bible guide on sn

make sure to use a correct amount of SN if you're carrying this on. good luck

 

[UKscotty]

Good luck, rest in peace.

 

[mosspit]

Where do I get SN?

 

[i dont feel real.]

Good luck pal. Rest in peace, finally.

 

[patricivselecta]

Blessings, may you find peace in your next life.
Vale optime in Pace Deorum.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace. Good luck.

 

[kyhoti]

Peace to you on your journey.

 

[darkandtwisty]

Rest easy

 

[rem2024]

Rest easy

Thank you for all the blessings. The sn is out for delivery. Once I receive it, I may do a goodby thread till I lose consciousness. Haven't decided yet

 

[beanfien]

i have mine but have no clue how to get antiemetic
i wish you the best with sn and i hope you find eternal peace

 

[aslank98]

Hope you find your peace friend . I'm sorry this world is so awful, I wish it was better.

 

[darkandtwisty]

Thank you for all the blessings. The sn is out for delivery. Once I receive it, I may do a goodby thread till I lose consciousness. Haven't decided yet

Please do. You deserve to say goodbye before resting.

 

[Wistful]

Rest well OP.

 

[etherealspring]

i hope all went well and you've found your peace <3

 

[rioghbhardain]

I wish you eternal peace. You have suffered enough.

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

@rem2024
Are you still with us?

 

[Erring]

Have a good journey.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I wish you the best. I hope you find the peace you search for.

Water is 50 - 100ml.

Edit: SN should be in gm. Have you looked through the guide well? Have you tested your SN for purity?

If doing Sn 35 grams I'd go with 70 ml water.

This is similar to @metalchic_74 35 grams SN she ctb in 2019

The higher doses work too

I remember watching her thread in 2019 5 years ago . Seemed like yesterday. I blinked and it's 5 years later . I haven't done anything towards my goals including suicide in 5 years . They certainly don't teach most of us how to get goals accomplished.I've had the sn since then . That time life passes so fast is just another reason life is meaningless garbage

This her thread

Tonight ( SN )

Good Morning Is it normal to start second guessing? I’m not afraid to CTB I’m scared of the unknown. What if I vomit? What if my parents hear me? Will I go to Hell? Should I wait till I’m alone? I know I will not call for help I hate hospitals What if Quetiapine isn’t strong enough of antiemetic...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Roadrunner]

Hope you find the peace you crave, and the journey there is gentle.

 

[1043169]

REM was in chat last night and his last message was that he was going to take SN in 15 minutes. We talked for a bit about pizza and movies and then he stopped responding. I hope he found the peace he was looking for.

 

[rem2024]

This is Jason. I am REM2024s brother. She passed away either Friday or Saturday 12th/13th. We received an email and did a welfare check at the apartment where she was found unresponsive. We are all truly broken hearted. I have access to all her things now and I am posting on here under her name. I tried to create an account to pass this along but it wouldn't let me. If you google the Dallas morning news obituaries and search for Hayden Simpkins you will find her. https://obits.dallasnews.com/us/obi...ews/name/hayden-simpkins-obituary?id=55617765

As her brother I suffer from the same things she did as far as suicide. No one wants to keep getting up every day and doing something they don't want to do just to get by. So I understand what she was going through. But on the other side it has been so hard. Where do her things go, having to move her stuff out, repo the car and more. It has been incredibly sad.

 

[Unspoken7612]

Condolences, Jason. I'm glad you understand where your sister was coming from but I can only imagine how you must be feeling right now.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

This is Jason. I am REM2024s brother. She passed away either Friday or Saturday 12th/13th. We received an email and did a welfare check at the apartment where she was found unresponsive. We are all truly broken hearted. I have access to all her things now and I am posting on here under her name. I tried to create an account to pass this along but it wouldn't let me. If you google the Dallas morning news obituaries and search for Hayden Simpkins you will find her. https://obits.dallasnews.com/us/obi...ews/name/hayden-simpkins-obituary?id=55617765

As her brother I suffer from the same things she did as far as suicide. No one wants to keep getting up every day and doing something they don't want to do just to get by. So I understand what she was going through. But on the other side it has been so hard. Where do her things go, having to move her stuff out, repo the car and more. It has been incredibly sad.

I'm sorry. Those words are just words I know. I understand needing to die. She was very brave, it takes incredible courage to do what she did, take her life of suffering. I hope it was peaceful for her and quick. I hope she is in heaven or born again into a better life. No one like her would go anywhere else. Thank you for letting us know what happened. I hope you, her brother, find your peace in this life. Dear God I pray for us all.

 

[EternalSummer]

bro that's why i'm requesting a username change and changed my email to a protonmail account, i want no relative of mine to find this acccount after i'm gonne.

This is Jason. I am REM2024s brother. She passed away either Friday or Saturday 12th/13th. We received an email and did a welfare check at the apartment where she was found unresponsive. We are all truly broken hearted. I have access to all her things now and I am posting on here under her name. I tried to create an account to pass this along but it wouldn't let me. If you google the Dallas morning news obituaries and search for Hayden Simpkins you will find her. https://obits.dallasnews.com/us/obi...ews/name/hayden-simpkins-obituary?id=55617765

As her brother I suffer from the same things she did as far as suicide. No one wants to keep getting up every day and doing something they don't want to do just to get by. So I understand what she was going through. But on the other side it has been so hard. Where do her things go, having to move her stuff out, repo the car and more. It has been incredibly sad.

why you sharing her personal info though? if she wanted her personal info to be known to us she would have already made it public before leaving.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

bro that's why i'm requesting a username change and changed my email to a protonmail account, i want no relative of mine to find this acccount after i'm gonne.

why you sharing her personal info though? if she wanted her personal info to be known to us she would have already made it public before leaving.

That's not necessarily true. making information public before dying could have resulted in somebody on here calling the police or finding out and stopping her. Perhaps her even getting institutionalized against her will. None of us know her reasons exactly for disclosing or not disclosing personal details. There's a lot of people on here who don't like this site who watch and want to interfere, and who want to prevent people who need to die from killing themselves. Sharing who we actually are on here is a terrible idea, especially for anyone who is actually killing themselves.