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ancryxia

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I'll take 800mg of cimetidine (tagamet), directly after I'll take 1000mg of ibuprofen gels, and directly after that 40mg metoclopramide. I'll wait about an hour then take 15g of SN in 60ml water. Does this sound good?
I am very short and skinny, if that info affects anything.
 
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This sounds good to me. I wish you luck!
 
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ancryxia

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This sounds good to me. I wish you luck!

Thank you!! I've never been more nervous in my life. I'm so worried about pain and everything. But I'm very excited to CTB.
 
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Is that tonight @ancryxia ? Or for a future time?
 
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Then I hope it all works smoothly and that you find your peace.
 
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ancryxia

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@scales @TheLastTrip

Do you guys know if not fasting for 8 hours affects anything? I'm going 3-4 hours without food. I can't do 8.
 
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It would affect the speed of uptake if you had lots of food in your stomach.

3 - 4 hours is better than nothing, your stomach should be pretty empty by then surely? Unless you ate a humongous meal beforehand.
 
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ancryxia

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It would affect the speed of uptake if you had lots of food in your stomach.

3 - 4 hours is better than nothing, your stomach should be pretty empty by then surely? Unless you ate a humongous meal beforehand.

Thank you. For breakfast I ate a few squares of chocolate. Around late 7ish-8 I had a grilled cheese with tomato soup. And around late 8 I had a banana. Its 11 now. I didn't eat much at all today so I should be fine. Thank you. I'm going to ctb at 2 or 3. I'm so fucking scared of what this is going to feel like. And the guilt is hitting me hard, leaving behind family members and the love of my life. But at least I won't have mental pain any longer
 
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Sorry I was fast asleep by the time of your post. I sincerely hope it went completely peacefully and you're in a better place now *hugs*
 
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