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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
The physical shell of my former existence needs to be dispatched. Sorry not
Much substance here.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Holy crap, I hear you. Kind of feeling the same way, screwed over by a Dr and living with the consequences which are not fun

Peace!
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
I'm the worst kind of walking dead. I'd rather be a zombie. At least I'd have a goal. I'm a hollowed shell of a person. Dead on the inside. No nothing.
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Holy crap, I hear you. Kind of feeling the same way, screwed over by a Dr and living with the consequences which are not fun

Peace!
I'm the worst kind of walking dead. I'd rather be a zombie. At least I'd have a goal. I'm a hollowed shell of a person. Dead on the inside. No nothing.

Even though I can't experience normal emotions anymore. It means something to hear other people are experiencing the same. Fuck this shit.
 
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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
I hear ya, I'm just a walking casket.
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
I can relate. I am the same.. must kill this body now.
 
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Rocky M

Rocky M

I'm A Monster
Jun 20, 2018
213
Same here. I'm nothing but a sack o meat
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
This is gonna be pretty out there, but I don't think your soul is dead, your mind may be broken, and this is blocking your soul from shining through. The mind and body are just that, physical objects the soul on the other hand, is completely separate from them, our soul is just hiding from the abuse it receives from the mind. Once we go, our souls will be set free, and we can finally breathe.
 
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Snee

Student
Aug 3, 2018
135
walking dead body
 
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Meeseeks

Meeseeks

Student
Nov 15, 2018
100
I don't know where my mind went. It's like I've regressed.
 
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Throwaway478953b

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Nov 15, 2018
37
I agree. I feel like I have already died but this body is still alive.

The body actively fights against our wish to ctb, society actively fights against our wish to ctb...

It won't be easy, it will probably be the hardest thing I've ever done. I don't feel like I have much choice though.
 
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Meeseeks

Meeseeks

Student
Nov 15, 2018
100
I hear ya. SI is a real pain in the ass.
 
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Paloma

Paloma

Suicide doesn't kill people. Sadness kills them.
Nov 3, 2018
46
I feel so identified right now. My mental illnesses have taken away my personality, myself. I am nothing now. I crave death.
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

Permanently Banned
Aug 17, 2018
981
I hear you. I snapped for the final time, and my mental health is deteriorating by the day. You can only run on empty for so long before you blow a head gasket.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
I feel the same - just going through the motions, already finished with this world. There is no way I can continue like this. Horrible sick feeling always.
 
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project77

project77

Member
Sep 22, 2018
20
Yea, ppl tell me im not living my life rather that im dead already. Just existing, waiting for the end or some change??? that would be equally radical like death.
 
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Jane Doe

Jane Doe

Student
Aug 19, 2018
148
Literally a corpse
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,925
Mine has already died more than 10 years ago. The last decade of my life was just a fruitless attempt to better my life and further disappointing myself as well as the people around me. My life is just a joke really.
 
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Lizzie S.

Lizzie S.

Experienced
Sep 2, 2018
258
I feel you
 
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