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This song is from Lil Peep. There are many versions of this song this is in my opinion by far the best. His voice is very clear. Earlier I rated the song not that good but when I listened to this clean version I noticed the lyrics and damn since then I am loving it. I am going through love paranoia once again. And it is quite likely I was completely delusional yesterday. It pulled the rug out from under my feet when I realized it today. I really struggle to accept that. I have such a strong desire for a partner. But my delusions in this instance just keep repeating. The thoughts are always very similar. I say something to me like maybe my negative thinking was all only delusional. But then again I notice that this thought was fueld by delusions which hurts like hell. This happened myriads of time and I am still falling for it. I will try to stay away from that woman from now on. I feel so ashamed. My thoughts were racing through my brain in the speed of light. The people in my self-help group were all shocked. And I think my thoughts can be way faster especially inside my head. It takes time to articulate them but someone in that group told me this was so much information in such a short time that it was impossible to process them. It delivered it with some cynicsm and sarcasm which impressed them. Only men were there. Otherwise I might would not have been able to deliver like that.

So here is the song. The music video is also very good.

As I walk around these places
I get used to the same old faces
I hate when my friends start changing
I try to live life so painless

Sing it with me, sing it with me
Everybody sing it with me
Grab my gun and bring it with me
Just In Case I wanna die
Put it on me, put it on me
Love it when you put on me
Look at how she put on me
That shit make me wanna cry

Suicidal, thats what I felt when you left
I deny it, that you just want me for my cash
Suicidal, thats what I felt when you left
I deny it, that you just want me for my cash


Here another good Lil Peep related suicide song. Not as good as Just in case but tastes differ. But the music video is also .



I just spend a 100 on a double cup
Sucking on me, say it when I fucking nut
Fucking on me, molly got me fucking up
Lil Peep, shawty, let me fuck it up
I just spend a 100 on a double cup
Sucking on me, say it when I fucking nut
Fucking on me, molly got me fucking up
(Who?) Lil Peep, shawty, let me fuck it up

Bitch, who wanna die? Suicide
Homicide, I'ma ride
Bitch, who wanna die? Suicide
Homicide, I'ma ride

GothBoiClique in the back on the Vic
Can't drop no racks on the bitch
Baby, I'ma crash in the whip
On my suicide shit with a suicide bitch

[Mackned]
Look, you wasted all these years
You knew inside that I could never love you
You know I'm whipping foreigns on the avenue
I traded your whore for some revenue
GothBoiClique all black, black label
I love it, so painful and so unfaithful
West Coast demon deep inside of an angel
She sucking on the goon, swear she love it more than I do
Already rock a side bitch so you can be my side boo, yeah, yeah, yeah
Me and Peep designer everything so we flood in Gucci, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Lil Peep]
GothBoiClique in the back of the Vic
Can't drop no racks on a bitch
Baby, I'ma crash in the whip
On my suicide shit with a suicide bitch

[Lil Peep]
Bitch, who wanna die? Suicide
Homicide, I'ma ride
Bitch, who wanna die? Suicide
Homicide, I'ma ride

I don't want a friend now
I just want a Benz now (skrt)
Everybody friends now
Okay, I guess I'll be setting trends now
Baby, I'm just waiting for the end now
Girl, you got me waiting for the end now
She don't know I live what I talk 'bout
Let 'em know I'm living what I'm talking 'bout

I just spend a 100 on a double cup
Sucking on me, say it when I fucking nut
Fucking on me, molly got me fucking up
Lil Peep, shawty, let me fuck it up
I just spend a 100 on a double cup
Sucking on me, say it when I fucking nut
Fucking on me, molly got me fucking up
(Who?) Lil Peep, shawty, let me fuck it up

[Mackned]
Yeah, I heard you wanna die
BigHead killed the beat, no rapper, call it suicide
She left out the party, nose stuck inside a mountain side
Get Bands Clique, keep the blue notes unified
Sacrificed everything but I was never crucified
Idolized some junkies, now we glorified
Got the limelight, now we magnified
 
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