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Just Passing Through
- Oct 10, 2019
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Despite where you are and what you may - or may not - decide to do .... name one thing you can still enjoy or find enjoyable.
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C is not good for the mind if u already feel depressed/ suicidal! (spk from experience)this and cocaine.
Yeah, I've kind of realized that over time. I use it almost every weekend and the first day I'm off it (usually Sunday) isn't great. I have a feeling the day I've finally decided to CTB I'll probably do a bunch of it because it definitely makes me more impulsive (and I've considered firearms).very very little, slightly enjoy a cup of coffee, but even then not really, so practically nothing
C is not good for the mind if u already feel depressed/ suicidal! (spk from experience)
Reading books is the only thing i enjoy and the only thing i would miss. I enjoy reading novels, books on philosophy ,science , the brain, evolutionary biology, technology , books on a lot of subjects.Despite where you are and what you may - or may not - decide to do .... name one thing you can still enjoy or find enjoyable.
I am in the same spot my friend...My dog but that also causes a huge amount of pain knowing I can't even stay alive for him.
Most excellent cat .....I still enjoy the gym, my cat, weed, my one friend I have. Feels like I'm dead but existing lol! The little cat helps me hang on. View attachment 19825
oh yeah its a sure one for impulsivity! is there a chance if you could stop taking it each weekend yr mood would improve and you might not feel like you want to ctb so much? - of course I am sure there are so many other factors-but it really messes with your mind that stuff-especiallly is susceptible to low mood/ anxiety anyway.Yeah, I've kind of realized that over time. I use it almost every weekend and the first day I'm off it (usually Sunday) isn't great. I have a feeling the day I've finally decided to CTB I'll probably do a bunch of it because it definitely makes me more impulsive (and I've considered firearms).
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+weekends when I can materialize all those at onceMusic
oh yeah its a sure one for impulsivity! is there a chance if you could stop taking it each weekend yr mood would improve and you might not feel like you want to ctb so much? - of course I am sure there are so many other factors-but it really messes with your mind that stuff-especiallly is susceptible to low mood/ anxiety anyway.
Two of these four came to mind first, but all the above do the trick.Coke, Valium, booze, sex
@Flora1 Not wanting to sound sanctimonious but all those things are a recipe for bad mental health if used in the wrong way - normally escapism right?Two of these four came to mind first, but all the above do the trick.
(Not sarcasm) is there something inherently wrong with that? I can say my use of those things is most certainly escapism because I am not thrilled with life.@Flora1 Not wanting to sound sanctimonious but all those things are a recipe for bad mental health if used in the wrong way - normally escapism right?
No of course not- don't get me wrong I have most definitely used all those things for escapism many times in the past - it's only with the benefit of hindsight that I realise those temporary hedonistic pursuits whilst elevating what ever worries I had at time - only made me ignore other problems that needed to be dealt with whilst exasperating any negative feelings I had in the long term- despite how good they felt at the time. I wish I could have avoided them at the time - addressed the things I was trying to escape from & then when i would have indulged in them in would have been to enhance or have a good time- rather than trying to just to blot out all the bad aspects of my life. I would have enjoyed them so much more of they weren't purely escapist- Sure it's good to let loose, burn of steam, forget reality for a bit - that what having fun is- the catch is- you gotta return to that reality once the fun is over.(Not sarcasm) is there something inherently wrong with that? I can say my use of those things is most certainly escapism because I am not thrilled with life.