Discussion Near death stories

[Manic Panic]

I'm interested in hearing others near death experiences.

I've had two and a very close third, I overdosed on 3000mg of dph and was having back to back seizures in the hospital . Eventually my heart stopped and I was flatlined for 10 seconds before the brought me back. I don't remember much but I remember a lot of pain coming back . I think I don't exactly remember much because of how overdosed I was .I experiencing brain damage from this and even now I haven't fully recovered. I have issues with my heart and I have short term memory problems.

The second time I flatlined I took 7000mg of thc when already extremely drunk. I called for help because I was experiencing intense respiratory pain and I wasn't able to walk properly.
As soon as the paramedics arrived I started seizing on the sidewalk . I flatlined on the sidewalk , i dont remember anything else until i was put in the ambulance. I had multiple seizures in the ambulance and I... remember them laughing at me ...
Drugs are amazing lol (jk don't do drugs)

This third time I didn't flatline but I was close to dying . I had cut veins in my arms 4 cuts that all needed to be stapled up. I was caught when I was losing consciousness and was given blood and plenty of fluids in the hospital.
Came out with a bunch of funs scars
Sorry I'm really making light on this because I honestly have trauma dealing with them all.

 

[Manic Panic]

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[TAW122]

I could recall that about three decades ago or so, whenever I was a toddler I was in a community swimming pool and ventured off to the deep end (6ft depth) and drowned as I didn't know how to swim at the time. I remember just blacking out and ending up with a lot of water in my lungs and stuff, but when I was resuscitated and when I regained conscious I was back at home. I don't remember many more details other than losing conscious and nearing dying. That was as close as I was to death (accidental).

 

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[oxydd]

I'm interested in hearing others near death experiences.

I've had two and a very close third, I overdosed on 3000mg of dph and was having back to back seizures in the hospital . Eventually my heart stopped and I was flatlined for 10 seconds before the brought me back. I don't remember much but I remember a lot of pain coming back . I think I don't exactly remember much because of how overdosed I was .I experiencing brain damage from this and even now I haven't fully recovered. I have issues with my heart and I have short term memory problems.

The second time I flatlined I took 7000mg of thc when already extremely drunk. I called for help because I was experiencing intense respiratory pain and I wasn't able to walk properly.
As soon as the paramedics arrived I started seizing on the sidewalk . I flatlined on the sidewalk , i dont remember anything else until i was put in the ambulance. I had multiple seizures in the ambulance and I... remember them laughing at me ...
Drugs are amazing lol (jk don't do drugs)

This third time I didn't flatline but I was close to dying . I had cut veins in my arms 4 cuts that all needed to be stapled up. I was caught when I was losing consciousness and was given blood and plenty of fluids in the hospital.
Came out with a bunch of funs scars
Sorry I'm really making light on this because I honestly have trauma dealing with them all.

I dont know if this exactly counts as NDE but years ago I took nearly 3 grams of dxm and was out for nearly a day which gave me a short coma. I remember seeing a bright greyish/white light which I coulda been looking at for hours but after that I was chained to some boulder which felt painful af. The place looked very ashy and gray like the floors were stones or gravel. I had a conversation with someone there but I dont remember what it was about. When I woke up the next day I thought I went to hell but the fires hadnt started yet maybe because I came back. I guess this was more of a vision than an NDE but it was the closest I ever gotten to it.

 

[Manic Panic]

I dont know if this exactly counts as NDE but years ago I took nearly 3 grams of dxm and was out for nearly a day which gave me a short coma. I remember seeing a bright greyish/white light which I coulda been looking at for hours but after that I was chained to some boulder which felt painful af. The place looked very ashy and gray like the floors were stones or gravel. I had a conversation with someone there but I dont remember what it was about. When I woke up the next day I thought I went to hell but the fires hadnt started yet maybe because I came back. I guess this was more of a vision than an NDE but it was the closest I ever gotten to it.

Damn how would you say your experience was looking back? I have a dxm addiction ... and I haven't done nearly the amount you took.

 

[oxydd]

Damn how would you say your experience was looking back? I have a dxm addiction ... and I haven't done nearly the amount you took.

I wish it never happened I was in the car with a couple of friends in the backseat. I couldnt wake up but I was mumbling random words about demons schzio shit. I never ended up goin to the hospital but I woke up in my own bed not realizing it was my own house and went outside for a walk shouting that i got kidnapped which lasted abt 10 mins or so ended up waking up a neighbor who called the cops on me but they never showed up I sobered up eventually and realized what happened a few hours later walking in circles in the same area so I went back home and fell asleep not realizing I lost all of my stuff like my phone wallet cigs n some bag that was in some park while I was walking outside so i ended up having to sort all that shit out for the week. Defo the craziest trip I ever had.

 

[cinna_rey<3]

In my early teens, I'd attempted to CTB multiple times. They're all very blurry, though I don't remember them bringing me close to death.

Though recently, I did make another attempt. By that point, I was much more informed and relatively sure that it was what I wanted. I set up a partial hanging with some thick wire from an old hoodie tied to my bedframe. I played some music to help calm my nerves. At first, it was super uncomfortable. Lots of pressure, felt like my head was going to explode. But after a bit, a weird sense of peace came over me. It was kind of like being underwater, in a way. Everything was fuzzy, the music slowed and grew quieter, and the initial discomfort faded away.

But…right as I started to lose consciousness, I started seeing a whole bunch of memories flashing in my mind. Even worse, they all happened to be of my partner. The main reason I'd hesitated in the first place. I remember being hit with sheer desperation after that. I tried to make some kind of noise, which barely worked at all, before clawing at the wire. I'm not sure if it was some kind of instinct or rush of adrenaline, or what.

I ended up breaking free, collapsing, then coming to at some point to the music still playing. Left a nasty mark on my neck for a while, as well as an awful brain fog that followed for the rest of the week.

 

[numbeyesopen26]

when I was 15 I took about 90 pills of paracetamol (its really weak so knew I needed lots) I threw up, and I had to get a cyst removal, next to my liver. They couldn't understand what had happened. I never told them. But i would never do pills, my plan is to hang myself, its gonna be successful. No backing out.

 

[MeSauce]

Use a gun, you silly goose!
fr tho, shotguns have a 95% lethality rate according to ChatGPT

 

[wham311]

My life fell apart and I found myself in my empty apartment id lived In for 5 years that I loved more than anything.

I realized I couldn't commit and that I was done in every way and I sat in my apartment for 26 days straight only to emerge at night to get a donut and frosty.

Over this time, CO2 must have accumulated. I woke up one morning and couldn't breathe. I could get a little bit of oxygen in if I yawned. I called my one remaining friend and told him.

An hour and a half later I found myself putting on all my clothes bc I knew I had to get out of the apartment. I ran out gasping and didn't know where to go do I just went to my car. It was getting hard to swallow and my throat was closing. I was losing power and barely made it to the car.

In the car my head starting getting painfully tingly and I could not breathe very easily. I texted my friend that I couldn't drive to him bc I wasnt going to make it there. Breathing kept getting harder and harder. Whole body hurts and was pins and needles.

After 5 hours I drove to McDonald's bc I was scared to go inside and I watched OSU Texas. If my windows were rolled up long enough id start to have breathing problems again. Slept at a hotel across the street and woke up with the same breathing problems in the am. Went outside without anywhere to go and freaked people out all morning and night.

This went on for a week. Spent a very cold night in my complexes dog park. Ug I miss that place. This hurts. Dog came out at 4am and attacked me. I lived there but was homeless at the same time somehow.

Complex got reports of homeless person and started locking all lobbies bc of me. Mom collected me. I thought I was going to have another outburst on the plane and knock open the emergency door and get everyone klled.

Anyways if I had just handcuffed myself to the fridge or something I would have avoided all this fucking torment and what isgoing to happen to me. I wish I could go back.
Edit Christ that's a lot of dxm, I used to do it regularly and 900mg would absolutely send you. And make you puke so hard your blood vessels burst in your face

 

[Seawatwesea]

A few years ago I overdosed on 48 150mg of effexor and about 120 sleeping tablets, washed down with my Mums home brew.

My Brother found me in my backyard laying next to the hammock, unable to move or speak.. he called an ambulance.

My heart stopped beating for 6 minutes that day, i woke up in ICU the next day.

The feeling will never leave me. Nothing about it was peaceful. I was hoping to drift off in a deep sleep, instead it was a slow and terrifying experience.

I spent 14 months in a physc ward after this. They took away my rights, and a court forced me to undergo shock treatment. I had 28 rounds, each year i go back for 5 top ups.

I now have memory issues, and brain damage. My last brain scan showed a lot of black patches, the doctors have warned my Mum about the possibility of early onset dementia among other things.

ECT was first used on pigs before they slaughtered them...