Help Need advice on method (OD)

[stopwizard]

Hey all,
I've been a long time lurker on the site and finally made an account today. I have tried my hardest to live my life fully and be grateful for what I've been given, but everyday is an uphill battle and I've grown tired of losing.

I've never been one to post on forums and did everything I could to research on my own, but I just need clarity from people I know will be honest with me and won't try to push me towards another option, recover, etc.

I plan on ODing; I have 150mg of Oxy that I got from someone with an Rx so it shouldn't be cut. I've never taken strong opioids before, and I did try 15mg of what I had to see how my body reacts to it, and everything seems legitimate. Will it be enough? I plan to fast beforehand and take measures to ensure I don't vomit them out. I have chosen this over SN because they we're easily acquired without having to ship anything, and I've read that ODing is the most peaceful way to go. The opioid masterpost only goes into the exact doses needed for heroin/fentanyl, so I'm hoping for more specific information. I could take it with alcohol as well to better my chances of success.

I'm just hoping for some guidance/tips on how to better carry this out. If there's any info I missed please let me know. Thank you to anyone who's willing to help.

 

[UnwindingStar]

You may need a bit more, but that's depending on your unique body. To help it along, bring some hard liquor or also add a benzo like Xanax to your cocktail. These combos will make sure you stop breathing. I have OD'd using opiate and Xanax before, it's pretty easy for it to happen if your tolerance is low.

 

[stopwizard]

You may need a bit more, but that's depending on your unique body. To help it along, bring some hard liquor or also add a benzo like Xanax to your cocktail. These combos will make sure you stop breathing. I have OD'd using opiate and Xanax before, it's pretty easy for it to happen if your tolerance is low.

Do you have an idea of how much mg I would need of each? I'm 170cm (5'7") and 135lbs. Sorry if my English is not good.

 

[finishLana]

I also think it's better to get more if you can

 

[Monad]

A few thoughts:

Make sure you are taking a dose that is necessary. Not too much, not too little. This will decrease the chances of vomiting. That said, you will probably still vomit anyway.

ODs are a very unreliable way to CTB. Some back out, some get found, and some just never CTB because they vomit/don't take enough. Many, many people end up getting their stomach pumped in the hospital because of their attempts.

Please realize the situation you will end up in if you fail. Hospital, psych ward/mental hospital, therapy, etc.

I would also argue ODing is not a peaceful, but especially most peaceful, way to go. Many people vomit up blood, seize, get heart palpitations, and all that for a subpar, at best, chance of succeeding.

If you plan to continue, please be careful.

 

[finishLana]

You could crush oxy and place them in an acid resistant enteric capsules, possibly add any strongest benzos there to potentiate each other. AE and a sleeping pill or anything sedating and then swallowing enteric capsules with opiod&benzo, it would bypass the stomach (avoiding nausea, reducing risks of vomiting yet ofc ae is a must) and release in a small intestine in 1-2h after intake while one is asleep. Once it bypasses stomach it can't be vomited and I assume oxy od is like quickly blacking out, might even be euphoric for a moment.

 

[maniac116]

ODs have over 86% failure rate.
You'll also risk severe mental or physical disability & further suffering.
My opinion: Bad Idea!!