Need advice to take liquid nicotine or another medication

[marronfoncé]

Hello everyone,

What would you advise for someone who's seeking a lethal medication ?
Of course I want it the least painful and the most reliable possible.
After considering cyanide, then SN (sodium nitrite), then Nembutal, I thought I would settle for liquid nicotine.

Liquid nicotine seems like the most affordable solution so far, since it's used to vape ! Unlike cyanide and Sn (?), it's commercialized for people. Of course nembutal is far out of reach, that's a shame.

I haven't found a post that reassures me enough on liquid nicotine, but if this has already been discussed, please share the link.
The thing is : I just read a post explaining how painful liquid nicotine is. Seriously, the person made it sound nightmarish, and I guess it wasn't a troll but someone who wanted to help. Not very surprising that a lethal medication would cause pain, but again the pain was described unbearable. I also am not aware of the solution OP eventually opted for.
Now how can I deal with this...

Also, even though it's easy to purchase, I fear I might have to order it online and receive the friggin package at home... Yes, I live with family, as you're guessing !
And well, I'm not sure I want someone to notice bottles of nicotine arriving in the house like Harry's letters. If any of you has an idea to avoid this more than awkward situation - I mean, the awkwardness doesn't bother me as much as the fact that my homies are going to tie me to my bed -, I'm listening.

I've also heard about potassium "KN" nitrite and about nitrogen, but given my little info about those two, I can't ask you to actually give me full review on them - except if you think they would definitely be better options.

Thank you for reading, really. Would appreciate any support, it's hard to be lost, without knowing how to escape.

 

[iknowwhatyouredoing]

ive never heard of anyone using liquid nicotine to CTB, but i imagine ODing on any stimulant would be insanely stressful

 

[Peter Skellern]

BL is what you want

 

[wiggy]

Wait, I don't understand - are you undeterred from using liquid nicotine?
Generally it's more prudent to go with something that's been extensively documented. If you're stepping out of that realm better to do a lot of due diligence.
As for the delivery, there's hardly a potentially lethal substance you could order that wouldn't raise some eyebrows.

 

[marronfoncé]

ive never heard of anyone using liquid nicotine to CTB, but i imagine ODing on any stimulant would be insanely stressful

yes... probably.
it is used though.
maybe i'm being naive, but sice I've never been on drugs or high on caffeine, I'm not so frightened about the stress, but more about the pain

 

[padda]

As a snuser who has taken at most 120 mg at once and have a lot of friends who do it. I wouldn't recommend nicotine. High doses will give you a sever headache and make you throw up quite instantly. Even regular snus will make it happen if you aren't used to it. I know you won't use snus to od, but I just wanted to share my perspective as an active snuser. The body rejects higher doses of nicotine really fast, don't use it.

 

[ventingfrustrations]

I looked at a case study where someone did this and it doesn't sound like a good way to go. Low chance of working as well if you're younger I think

 

[marronfoncé]

ive never heard of anyone using liquid nicotine to CTB, but i imagine ODing on any stimulant would be insanely stressful

how so ? Is it like getting high ?
I've never been high and I'd rather be stressed than in pain

Wait, I don't understand - are you undeterred from using liquid nicotine?
Generally it's more prudent to go with something that's been extensively documented. If you're stepping out of that realm better to do a lot of due diligence.
As for the delivery, there's hardly a potentially lethal substance you could order that wouldn't raise some eyebrows.

Not undeterred, if that means 'determined'.

That's true. I guess I had hope for this method precisely because there are not so many cases, and most of them are successful.

Yeah, how do you think most people deal with the delivery ?

As a snuser who has taken at most 120 mg at once and have a lot of friends who do it. I wouldn't recommend nicotine. High doses will give you a sever headache and make you throw up quite instantly. Even regular snus will make it happen if you aren't used to it. I know you won't use snus to od, but I just wanted to share my perspective as an active snuser. The body rejects higher doses of nicotine really fast, don't use it.

Oh... okay, thanks for your insight.

I looked at a case study where someone did this and it doesn't sound like a good way to go. Low chance of working as well if you're younger I think

How come does being young decrease the chance ? I'm not used to it plus am quite small/light weighted

Do you know if the person involved in the case you read about applied the right amounts of NL, anti vomiting stuff ?

 

[dyr]

I have accidentally ingested liquid nicotine before and it actually sucks. even a small ammount burns your mouth and tastes just horrible. I doubt you would be able to drink any significant amount before vomiting.

 

[Aprilwithcake]

Sn or gas will work so much better.
look up the mega threads on both and you should have plenty of info

 

[marronfoncé]

I have accidentally ingested liquid nicotine before and it actually sucks. even a small ammount burns your mouth and tastes just horrible. I doubt you would be able to drink any significant amount before vomiting.

I wonder how other people succeeded

Sn or gas will work so much better.
look up the mega threads on both and you should have plenty of info

now I'm thinking SN is the right solution, too !