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suicidalheadcase

suicidalheadcase

suffering in silence
Feb 3, 2020
6
so much shit has happened in my life and i just cant handle it anymore. ive been hospitalized numerous times from my failed suicide attempts and cutting isnt helping any more. please help me
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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I'm here if you want to talk. What brought you to want to ctb , and what have you tried in the past?
 
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suicidalheadcase

suicidalheadcase

suffering in silence
Feb 3, 2020
6
I'm here if you want to talk. What brought you to want to ctb , and what have you tried in the past?
trauma, shitty home life, abuse, neglect...
im tried overdosing like 5 times and just ended up in the hospital. i tried slitting my wrists. i drank bleach
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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trauma, shitty home life, abuse, neglect...
im tried overdosing like 5 times and just ended up in the hospital. i tried slitting my wrists. i drank bleach

OD and cutting have low success rates. May I ask what drinking bleach was like, and if it had lingering after effects?
 
suicidalheadcase

suicidalheadcase

suffering in silence
Feb 3, 2020
6
OD and cutting have low success rates. May I ask what drinking bleach was like, and if it had lingering after effects?
i didnt drink very much until someone caught me so no not really
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
6,017
What kind of things make you feel happy? Any foods, movies, or activities?
 
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suicidalheadcase

suicidalheadcase

suffering in silence
Feb 3, 2020
6
What kind of things make you feel happy? Any foods, movies, or activities?
music is the only thing that gets me through the day
 
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Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
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Suicidalheadcase im here too. I might be wrong but has something happened recently to push you to this as you sound agitated ?
Thanks
 
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Thereisnothing

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Jan 4, 2020
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
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so much shit has happened in my life and i just cant handle it anymore. ive been hospitalized numerous times from my failed suicide attempts and cutting isnt helping any more. please help me

Hello, I know how you feel. We all do. We understand. This is the pace to let it all out. Finally, a non judgemental place. People in this forum have asked you some good questions. Since you're new, you can't send private messages right away. You need to post a few replies, and in 24 hours you can send private messages.
 
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LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
808
Welcome! Thank you for reaching out.
I finally feel safe here, and have been able to talk about things that haunted me for years.
It sounds like you are deeply wounded by life circumstances that are not your fault.
I am sending you peace and comforting thoughts. Please know that you are always welcome here.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
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Just checking. Have you found someone to PM with yet?
 
gentleflower

gentleflower

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Jun 6, 2019
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We all hear you :hug:
If you want to PM with someone, feel free to send me one
 
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NeverMatteredAnyway

I matter now.
Jan 13, 2020
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You can msg me too if you want to
You can msg me too if you want to
 
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