Help Need suggestions for SN methord

[needwaytohell]

Hi everyone,
I'm 21 years old currently still a student in final year, hopefully by end of year would have a job (hopefully far from my home). I don't like this life people around me are cruel and have taken advantage of me in every single way possible. I will CTB someday for sure in future and hopefully I can share my experience of doing the same. I stumbled across this community yesterday and for the first time I genuinely feel happy.

Went through stan's guide on SN method which was pretty detailed on steps but I have some doubts.

Is it ok to skip painkiller (I want to feel the pain before leaving and I considered SN because after taking the step no looking back from it)?
I have low blood pressure if I don't eat well it only worsens so does it help in successful CTB ?
Is it ok to take a scoop out SN and store it in airtight container (I want 0 clues that I am doing it want to remain low key about it)?
If I vomit out is it basically given unsuccessful and what would be side effects (I dont want to rush to hospital in case I fail and live with it)?
Should I hold my heart while dying to give an illusion that I had an heart attack to make it look natural (I don't think i'll be examined after I die) or any tips to make it look natural?

I currently am still exploring here so nothings confirmed but rest assured someday I'll CTB and find peace.

 

[HollowCreek]

1 . Sure. But the 'pain' is a mild headache and it may increase your SI. SN doesn't work instantly. There's still a decent window to panic and call an ambulence
2. I wouldn't say it quickens it but it makes you more vulnerable to sn's effects
3. Yes, but get an airtight plastic bag over a container
4. A part of the sn protocol is making a second sn drink just in case you vomit. If you vomit that one too, I'd say wait it out.
5. Lmao no. Kinda funny but it's no. People who die from heart attacks dont go like that. Also- your skin is going to be greyish blue and they'll do an autopsy on you so it's quickly very clearly not a heart attack.

 

[needwaytohell]

1 . Sure. But the 'pain' is a mild headache and it may increase your SI. SN doesn't work instantly. There's still a decent window to panic and call an ambulence
2. I wouldn't say it quickens it but it makes you more vulnerable to sn's effects
3. Yes, but get an airtight plastic bag over a container
4. A part of the sn protocol is making a second sn drink just in case you vomit. If you vomit that one too, I'd say wait it out.
5. Lmao no. Kinda funny but it's no. People who die from heart attacks dont go like that. Also- your skin is going to be greyish blue and they'll do an autopsy on you so it's quickly very clearly not a heart attack.

Thanks a ton for replying. I'd help me a lot in my prep. I really wish that no one knows how it all happened as much I hate living myself although if I do CTB i'm gone and won't know anything. it's kinda on the same line as predicting what others would think when you aren't even there. Hopefully after CTB'ing they'd discard my case and no autopsy takes place .

 

[HollowCreek]

An autopsy likely isn't what you think it is. Actually having the sn bag next to you will likely prevent the autopsy if it's labled! They'll take your blood, they'll see the bag, they're have their answer in two seconds and then they'll discard the case. Otherwise they're prodding you for answers and I know nobody wants that

 

[needwaytohell]

An autopsy likely isn't what you think it is. Actually having the sn bag next to you will likely prevent the autopsy if it's labled! They'll take your blood, they'll see the bag, they're have their answer in two seconds and then they'll discard the case. Otherwise they're prodding you for answers and I know nobody wants that

I see. before I got here I was looking into Cyanide poisoning from my chemistry classes I remember it is extremely hard to trace. But its so hard to acquire ;_) . I don't know it's impossible to go out and tell society I'm done in life let me quit. Wish people respected choices but again it's probably a double edge sword.

 

[HollowCreek]

Ye

I see. before I got here I was looking into Cyanide poisoning from my chemistry classes I remember it is extremely hard to trace. But its so hard to acquire ;_) . I don't know it's impossible to go out and tell society I'm done in life let me quit. Wish people respected choices but again it's probably a double edge sword.

If it makes it any better, the people who handle you after ctb dont WANT to do it anymore than you dont want them too. They'd really rather not bc, you know, it's a decaying organic thing so its not like they're intentionally disrespectful?

 

[needwaytohell]

Ye

If it makes it any better, the people who handle you after ctb dont WANT to do it anymore than you dont want them too. They'd really rather not bc, you know, it's a decaying organic thing so its not like they're intentionally disrespectful?

Lowkey waiting for that day. The thought of me not existing itself feels like the war is over