Nembutal (SedalVet)

[FreeMePlease22]

Hi all,

36/F here with a history of CPTSD / Depression / Anxiety / ADHD. I've gone through all sorts of different therapies to no avail and years of chronic stress has more or less destroyed my body with chronic illness. That coupled with the loss of my teens, 20's, and 30's results in a level of grief that I cannot hold anymore. I feel like my life has been wasted.

That being said, I am ready to move on from this world. It has nothing to offer me. The only thing that's kept me tethered to this planet is my fear of messing up and putting myself in a horrible position (brain damage, becoming a vegetable, etc). After everything I've researched, Nembutal may be the most gentle way to exit planet Earth. I know this is damn near impossible to obtain and it looks like Mexico has made this much harder to get due to the uptick in suicide tourism.

I was wondering if anyone here has successfully been able to obtain Nembutal and if so, could you offer any suggestions? Alternatively, if any countries will offer assistance for those with mental illness, then I'm more than happy to listen. I'm from the US and things are pretty locked down over here.

I apologize if I missed any information about this that's already been posted. I'm still getting oriented to this forum. Thank you for your time.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

If you do a search on this forum, you will find that people have had mixed experiences buying it in South America. Mexico doesn't seem like an option anymore unfortunately.

 

[ThisIsMe1357]

If I remember correctly, except for Switzerland, you first and foremost have to be a citizen of a specific country to even be considered for any kind of a suicide program that country offers, whether for mental illness or not. The only exception is the Netherlands where a doctor "has to be convinced, based on the patient's medical history, that their situation is unbearable and cannot be improved". This basically means that you would need to have visited a doctor in the Netherlands for a long time for them to be able to greenlight euthanasia for you. It would not be possible for you to simply move to the country and request euthanasia in a few weeks.

The only country where it is at least possible for a foreigner to undergo assisted suicide is Switzerland. The organization which might be willing to help even people with a mental illness is called Dignitas. Since you claim to have tried many different therapies, you would need all those reports you have collected over time as evidence that your situation cannot be improved. You can contact Dignitas simply by email and then you will see what happens from there.

You would also need a lot of money, even though the organization may offer discounts if you are poor, but I personally have no experience with that, they only claim something like that is possible on their website.

 

[maniac116]

I know of at least 2 who were able to recently get it in Peru. If you look through the threads you may find info.

 

[antony]

All people who tried to help here on the forum were banned. The Peruvian, the Ernest, the European... I got mine recently but I won't disclose sources.

 

[FreeMePlease22]

I know of at least 2 who were able to recently get it in Peru. If you look through the threads you may find info.

Thank you so much. I'll definitely do some research on this!

All people who tried to help here on the forum were banned. The Peruvian, the Ernest, the European... I got mine recently but I won't disclose sources.

That's a damn pity. I don't see sharing resources as a way to influence someone's decision, especially when it's already made up.

If I remember correctly, except for Switzerland, you first and foremost have to be a citizen of a specific country to even be considered for any kind of a suicide program that country offers, whether for mental illness or not. The only exception is the Netherlands where a doctor "has to be convinced, based on the patient's medical history, that their situation is unbearable and cannot be improved". This basically means that you would need to have visited a doctor in the Netherlands for a long time for them to be able to greenlight euthanasia for you. It would not be possible for you to simply move to the country and request euthanasia in a few weeks.

The only country where it is at least possible for a foreigner to undergo assisted suicide is Switzerland. The organization which might be willing to help even people with a mental illness is called Dignitas. Since you claim to have tried many different therapies, you would need all those reports you have collected over time as evidence that your situation cannot be improved. You can contact Dignitas simply by email and then you will see what happens from there.

You would also need a lot of money, even though the organization may offer discounts if you are poor, but I personally have no experience with that, they only claim something like that is possible on their website.

Thanks for your feedback. Dignitas is who I have reached out to. I'm not overly hopeful about the prospects, but it's worth a go. This whole process is immensely frustrating. I'm sound of mind. I'm suffering. I'd like to choose my way off of this planet (like many others) on my terms. It's frustrating to have our choices governed over.

 

[justwannadip]

All people who tried to help here on the forum were banned. The Peruvian, the Ernest, the European... I got mine recently but I won't disclose sources.

Oh so they were banned. I was wondering where my chats with them went. That doesn't seem right

 

[antony]

Oh so they were banned. I was wondering where my chats with them went. That doesn't seem right

Are the forum rules. I found the guy through reddit comments.

That's a damn pity. I don't see sharing resources as a way to influence someone's decision, especially when it's already made up.

Its what its.

 

[FreeMePlease22]

I understand it's the forum rules; it's just immensely frustrating. Finding information is hard enough as it is, and I highly doubt the US will ever create a program like Canada's. It shouldn't be this daunting to want to go out peacefully, and I envy those who have found the resources they need to transition.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

be mindful you may be approached by scammers on here. if anyone approaches you offering to sell anything, report them. xx

 

[FreeMePlease22]

Thank you for the heads-up. You truly have to be the lowest of lows if you prey upon those who are in such great suffering. It's unbelievable.

 

[FieldsofWildflowers]

All people who tried to help here on the forum were banned. The Peruvian, the Ernest, the European... I got mine recently but I won't disclose sources.

I recently found some, do you truly think it's a peaceful death?

 

[jokster18]

Hi all,

36/F here with a history of CPTSD / Depression / Anxiety / ADHD. I've gone through all sorts of different therapies to no avail and years of chronic stress has more or less destroyed my body with chronic illness. That coupled with the loss of my teens, 20's, and 30's results in a level of grief that I cannot hold anymore. I feel like my life has been wasted.

That being said, I am ready to move on from this world. It has nothing to offer me. The only thing that's kept me tethered to this planet is my fear of messing up and putting myself in a horrible position (brain damage, becoming a vegetable, etc). After everything I've researched, Nembutal may be the most gentle way to exit planet Earth. I know this is damn near impossible to obtain and it looks like Mexico has made this much harder to get due to the uptick in suicide tourism.

I was wondering if anyone here has successfully been able to obtain Nembutal and if so, could you offer any suggestions? Alternatively, if any countries will offer assistance for those with mental illness, then I'm more than happy to listen. I'm from the US and things are pretty locked down over here.

I apologize if I missed any information about this that's already been posted. I'm still getting oriented to this forum. Thank you for your time.

Hi I'm in exact position as you , I heard Columbia it's accessible. At veterinarian stores. I heard you need to speak Spanish, Idk for sure was looking for other people experiences. I don't want to go out there for nothing.

 

[Qimaster]

I know of at least 2 who were able to recently get it in Peru. If you look through the threads you may find info.

Can you maybe post links to the threads you are talking about? Only if its convinient for you

 

[Qimaster]

All people who tried to help here on the forum were banned. The Peruvian, the Ernest, the European... I got mine recently but I won't disclose sources.

So is there any other way to find sources for N? You don't have to disclose your source but maybe can help us find threads that talk about it. Is it there on the PPeH? If so, in which version? There was some information about a store in Lima, I think, but is that already outdated? Is it available to order online or do we have to travel to find it?

 

[FreeMePlease22]

So is there any other way to find sources for N? You don't have to disclose your source but maybe can help us find threads that talk about it. Is it there on the PPeH? If so, in which version? There was some information about a store in Lima, I think, but is that already outdated? Is it available to order online or do we have to travel to find it?

I would also love to find a way to do this. My country is also on the verge of a downward spiral, and quite honestly I can't handle it. Perhaps a trip to Peru or Colombia would be valid.

 

[jokster18]

I would also love to find a way to do this. My country is also on the verge of a downward spiral, and quite honestly I can't handle it. Perhaps a trip to Peru or Colombia would be valid.

Is Columbia a safe bet ?

Is Columbia a safe bet ?

I don't want to travel there for nothing and I'm also don't have much energy from my illness.

 

[jokster18]

If I remember correctly, except for Switzerland, you first and foremost have to be a citizen of a specific country to even be considered for any kind of a suicide program that country offers, whether for mental illness or not. The only exception is the Netherlands where a doctor "has to be convinced, based on the patient's medical history, that their situation is unbearable and cannot be improved". This basically means that you would need to have visited a doctor in the Netherlands for a long time for them to be able to greenlight euthanasia for you. It would not be possible for you to simply move to the country and request euthanasia in a few weeks.

The only country where it is at least possible for a foreigner to undergo assisted suicide is Switzerland. The organization which might be willing to help even people with a mental illness is called Dignitas. Since you claim to have tried many different therapies, you would need all those reports you have collected over time as evidence that your situation cannot be improved. You can contact Dignitas simply by email and then you will see what happens from there.

You would also need a lot of money, even though the organization may offer discounts if you are poor, but I personally have no experience with that, they only claim something like that is possible on their website.

Dognitas in Swiss are impossible to get accepted. They use sodium phenobarbital it's Nebula. It's same product you can get at vet store for 100usd . Swiss charges 12k . Just nobody knows where to get N.

I would also love to find a way to do this. My country is also on the verge of a downward spiral, and quite honestly I can't handle it. Perhaps a trip to Peru or Colombia would be valid.

I know a guy who got it in Columbia so I think it's a good place to get N.

Is Columbia a safe bet ?

I don't want to travel there for nothing and I'm also don't have much energy from my illness.

Columbia is a safe bet I know a guy who got it at Columbia and he ctb in a hotel bed. I going to ctb as soon as my passport arrives hopefully in 1-2 weeks I'll fly down to Columbia and ctb. Does anyone know if N is a peaceful death Im looking for a peaceful death.

 

[cryptoinvestor]

it looks like Mexico has made this much harder to get due to the uptick in suicide tourism.

what makes you say this? what happened? did they tighten up/need prescriptions now?

 

[FreeMePlease22]

what makes you say this? what happened? did they tighten up/need prescriptions now?

Mexico has become far more aware of suicide tourism, especially in Tijuana where it was easily accessible prior. Thank journalism for that..

 

[ThatRussianDude]

Hi all,

36/F here with a history of CPTSD / Depression / Anxiety / ADHD. I've gone through all sorts of different therapies to no avail and years of chronic stress has more or less destroyed my body with chronic illness. That coupled with the loss of my teens, 20's, and 30's results in a level of grief that I cannot hold anymore. I feel like my life has been wasted.

That being said, I am ready to move on from this world. It has nothing to offer me. The only thing that's kept me tethered to this planet is my fear of messing up and putting myself in a horrible position (brain damage, becoming a vegetable, etc). After everything I've researched, Nembutal may be the most gentle way to exit planet Earth. I know this is damn near impossible to obtain and it looks like Mexico has made this much harder to get due to the uptick in suicide tourism.

I was wondering if anyone here has successfully been able to obtain Nembutal and if so, could you offer any suggestions? Alternatively, if any countries will offer assistance for those with mental illness, then I'm more than happy to listen. I'm from the US and things are pretty locked down over here.

I apologize if I missed any information about this that's already been posted. I'm still getting oriented to this forum. Thank you for your time.

I wish I was from the US. I would just buy a double barreled shotgun, shoot the base of my skull and be done with it in a matter of milliseconds.

 

[peaches]

Thank you so much. I'll definitely do some research on this!

That's a damn pity. I don't see sharing resources as a way to influence someone's decision, especially when it's already made up.

Thanks for your feedback. Dignitas is who I have reached out to. I'm not overly hopeful about the prospects, but it's worth a go. This whole process is immensely frustrating. I'm sound of mind. I'm suffering. I'd like to choose my way off of this planet (like many others) on my terms. It's frustrating to have our choices governed over.

In addition to Dignitas, there is also an organization called Pegasus which I believe is in the Netherlands.
You do not have to be a citizen and they will consider issues of mental health.
I have read recently that it's easier to go through their process than the process with Dignitas.
I've also read that there were organizations where you can get assistance from someone more familiar with these two organizations to help walk you through the process.
I think if you get creative about how to ask questions on Google or Perplexity or chat, CPT, you will learn more about how to apply to these organizations.
It is usually in the neighborhood of $10,000 plus airfare to make this happen. I don't know if they have any assistance for people who can't afford to pay.

 

[cryptoinvestor]

Mexico has become far more aware of suicide tourism, especially in Tijuana where it was easily accessible prior. Thank journalism for that..

can you link the articles? cause i dont see anything recent. mexico suicide tourism has been known since 2008, judging by articles published on google. it's nothing new. unless there's been a sharp rise this year of tourists/foreigners getting N and dying there, i don't see any cause for a sudden tightening to access N . i'm meant to go there next year, hope the vet does not change his mind to sell to me

 

[random_user]

In addition to Dignitas, there is also an organization called Pegasus which I believe is in the Netherlands

Hey, just a quick correction: Pegasos is based in Switzerland too. They do accept foreigners but from what I've researched so far, it's pretty much impossible to get accepted without terminal illness if you're under the age of 50.

 

[fade_to_black_71]

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[cheshirecat128]

I think I had read that there is just not enough demand for Nembutal so they are either producing less of it or not producing it. I think we are in a shortage of it, and Mexico seems to want to tighten their laws around it.

 

[OnHeightsOfDespair]

can you link the articles? cause i dont see anything recent. mexico suicide tourism has been known since 2008, judging by articles published on google. it's nothing new. unless there's been a sharp rise this year of tourists/foreigners getting N and dying there, i don't see any cause for a sudden tightening to access N . i'm meant to go there next year, hope the vet does not change his mind to sell to me

These are the (filtered) registered deaths by suicide by the INEGI (National Institute of Statistics and Geography) from Mexico. The cause is poisoning, so we can't determine if the used substance was pentobarbital.

Federative entity	Cause	2010	2011	2012	2013	2014	2015	2016	2017	2018	2019	2020	2021	2022	2023
Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total
Foreign	Poisoning	2	0	2	4	5	1	2	2	3	1	0	1	2	2

In May 30 (2024), a Mexican was indicted "on drug charges for allegedly illegally importing the drug pentobarbital into the United States from Mexico for use in committing suicide." (Source)

 

[cryptoinvestor]

These are the (filtered) registered deaths by suicide by the INEGI (National Institute of Statistics and Geography) from Mexico. The cause is poisoning, so we can't determine if the used substance was pentobarbital.

Federative entity	Cause	2010	2011	2012	2013	2014	2015	2016	2017	2018	2019	2020	2021	2022	2023
Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total	Total
Foreign	Poisoning	2	0	2	4	5	1	2	2	3	1	0	1	2	2

In May 30 (2024), a Mexican was indicted "on drug charges for allegedly illegally importing the drug pentobarbital into the United States from Mexico for use in committing suicide." (Source)

nothing new

Mexico seems to want to tighten their laws around it.

what makes you say this?