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ancryxia

Member
Aug 28, 2018
74
I can't do it lol. Pussied out again. Damn survival instinct
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
Goodbye and safe travels to the other side.
 
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Tidus

Member
Nov 12, 2018
62
Wish You to find your peace
Goodbye and see you.
 
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ancryxia

Member
Aug 28, 2018
74
Side note, my head is throbbing, I think from taking the tagamet and meto??
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
I wish you all the best and a incredibly peaceful exit. May you find eternal peace.
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
I hope you find the peace you seek.
 
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Stillnotsure

Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
245
I totally understand the cat thing! Best wishes and safe travels.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Good luck! Hope it goes ok. Goodbye :(
Cat will be heartbroken.
 
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Stillnotsure

Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
245
Noticed you changed the title from goodbye to never mind... you staying with us?
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Glad you are ok :)
 
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Stillnotsure

Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
245
Glad you are still here! Now I can tell you my little story. On my last attempt, one of my cats, crawled into my lap as I was attempting partial in my closet. She sat right in my lap, started purring, and stared me right in the eyes. That's not like her at all. Long story short, I couldn't go through with it. Decided if I do try again it will be away from my animals.
 
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JazzyWolfWhistle

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
347
She loves you, and you know that can't be bad! She loves you and you know you should be glad!
 
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AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
Glad you are still here! Now I can tell you my little story. On my last attempt, one of my cats, crawled into my lap as I was attempting partial in my closet. She sat right in my lap, started purring, and stared me right in the eyes. That's not like her at all. Long story short, I couldn't go through with it. Decided if I do try again it will be away from my animals.
I probably will have to as well, cause I just remembered the reason my mom found my ratchet straps the first time was cause while I was testing out the straps and seeing how to work with them one of my dogs started freaking out and started clawing and biting at my door.

You can't blame them either, cause a bond between you and an animal is way different to a human being cause you know they'll never backstab you or lie to you cause all they want is your presence and food. It sucks.
 
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ancryxia

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Aug 28, 2018
74
T2
Glad you are still here! Now I can tell you my little story. On my last attempt, one of my cats, crawled into my lap as I was attempting partial in my closet. She sat right in my lap, started purring, and stared me right in the eyes. That's not like her at all. Long story short, I couldn't go through with it. Decided if I do try again it will be away from my animals.

This happened to me too, both times ove tried CTB. Cats really are angels
 
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