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[haggis]

my name haggis

I have been a member for a little while but has took me a little time to post as I've had to come to alot of realisations of late

I'm in my 30s and hate myself and how my life has turned out, no matter how hard I try, life tests and tests and I cant do it no more. I've tried my absolute hardest to keep fighting on and on but nope I simply give up and just want to feel peace

My method will be partial hanging, got a right good rough idea how im gonna do it and just need to gather some supply's to relax myself enough to fight si and ctb

 

[soonnotkoei]

welcome. hope you find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish for peace from all the suffering as well, I understand feeling so tired of it all. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the peace you search for.

 

[Bruce]

Welcome @haggis! I'm sorry for your troubles. : (

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Welcome haggis, you are not alone here.

 

[ShatteredShards]

Welcome @haggis, I hope you find peace.

 

[maniac116]

Welcome!

 

[whywere]

WELCOME TO SaSu my new good friend!

I hope that you find, as I have these past years, that everyone here is so darn nice, helpful and just like a huge family.

Again, WELCOME and have a great upcoming weekend.

Walter

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Welcome @haggis , it is wonderful to see you hear! I hope the site brings you great joy and grace from the real world and to share anything you may want with us, especially as you recover or heal in some ways. Hope you find what your looking for and are guaranteed your protection of freedom if you so need

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to SaSu!

 

[billie]

 

[human909]

Welcome, I hope you find this site useful!

 

[haggis]

Thank you all for the warm welcome

Life just hasn't been easy for me and no matter how hard ive tried to make the best of it

My partner of 10 years 1 child and 5 years living together has been caught having an affair so that's the final straw for me and unfortunately I can't bare the thought of another man raising my boy never mind possibly the man she's been having an affair with

 

[Bruce]

Thank you all for the warm welcome

Life just hasn't been easy for me and no matter how hard ive tried to make the best of it

My partner of 10 years 1 child and 5 years living together has been caught having an affair so that's the final straw for me and unfortunately I can't bare the thought of another man raising my boy never mind possibly the man she's been having an affair with

That's so cruel! I always found betrayal to be the worst that can happen to someone, that's also why I want to CTB. Why is it so bloody difficult to be honest!? Why do people have this urge to lie and deceit!? I'm so sorry @haggis. : (

 

[haggis]

That's so cruel! I always found betrayal to be the worst that can happen to someone, that's also why I want to CTB. Why is it so bloody difficult to be honest!? Why do people have this urge to lie and deceit!? I'm so sorry @haggis. : (

I have no idea why people can be so cold and twisted to do this to anyone, it's the worst thing anyone could do to someone in a relationship and the way I have been left to feel and question it all, I wouldn't wish this on anyone else. Honestly believe if more people were truthful and honest there would be alot more happy people in the world

 

[Bruce]

I have no idea why people can be so cold and twisted to do this to anyone, it's the worst thing anyone could do to someone in a relationship and the way I have been left to feel and question it all, I wouldn't wish this on anyone else. Honestly believe if more people were truthful and honest there would be alot more happy people in the world

Maybe it's because of their ignorance and their lack of empathy. In the end this is simply pure evil. I would wish it would happen to them but that would be useless because these people don't feel. I've seen how they enter and leave relationships and how they cheat, these things are so mundane for them. For us .. it's hell.

Did you take your boy with you?

 

[haggis]

Maybe it's because of their ignorance and their lack of empathy. In the end this is simply pure evil. I would wish it would happen to them but that would be useless because these people don't feel. I've seen how they enter and leave relationships and how they cheat, these things are so mundane for them. For us .. it's hell.

Did you take your boy with you?

He will stay with her and I'll get weekend access if I stay around long enough for that. Unfortunately unless she willing hands him over or proves incapable of raising him ill only ever see him when she allows me too.

 

[Schizo_turk]

hello, welcome, I am a new user too, i am very interested in P.H too

my name haggis

I have been a member for a little while but has took me a little time to post as I've had to come to alot of realisations of late

I'm in my 30s and hate myself and how my life has turned out, no matter how hard I try, life tests and tests and I cant do it no more. I've tried my absolute hardest to keep fighting on and on but nope I simply give up and just want to feel peace

My method will be partial hanging, got a right good rough idea how im gonna do it and just need to gather some supply's to relax myself enough to fight si and ctb

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Welcome!

 

[haggis]

hello, welcome, I am a new user too, i am very interested in P.H too

Hello welcome too

 

[EternalShore]

welcome, haggis! ^_^ This is a nice place full of empathetic people~ :) most of us have also had our many struggles in life~ >_< I'm sorry for all the things that have brought you here, but I wish you the best in your time here~ :)

 

[haggis]

welcome, haggis! ^_^ This is a nice place full of empathetic people~ :) most of us have also had our many struggles in life~ >_< I'm sorry for all the things that have brought you here, but I wish you the best in your time here~ :)

Thank you