New user, Long time lurker

[BlueButterfly111]

I've been lurking on this website for like 4 years now I think. On and off. Since I was 18, now I'm 22. Decided to create an account. I've been depressed for a long time, but this has been the worst year ever. I think 2025 will most likely be my last year, I've had enough suffering. I wanted to talk to people who feel the same way and share my feelings and experiences. Thanks!

 

[pointblank]

Hellooo and welcome to SaSu~

 

[BlueButterfly111]

Hellooo and welcome to SaSu~

Hellooo and welcome to SaSu~

Hi, thank you!

 

[LukaParrot]

Welcome, remember we're not here to judge you, some people just need to vent a little, some need a advice, if you reach a point of no turning back, at least here you can find information need.

Never rush things, feel free to express yourself, what you're passing through life.

 

[BlueButterfly111]

Welcome, remember we're not here to judge you, some people just need to vent a little, some need a advice, if you reach a point of no turning back, at least here you can find information need.

Never rush things, feel free to express yourself, what you're passing through life.

Aw thanks! I appreciate it

 

[CatLvr]

Hey! I have grandkids your age. It breaks my heart to see another kid join up but it is what it is. If you every need to talk to a weird old grandma I'm your gal!!

As already mentioned, don't be impulsive, do your homework on methods here and vent, even when you don't think it will help. I came here ready to find a way to ctb, and now I am in a recovery of sorts. You never know -- it could happen for you, too. Welcome to SaSu!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to SaSu!

 

[Forveleth]

Sorry life has brought you here. Hope you find some form of peace.

 

[BlueButterfly111]

Hey! I have grandkids your age. It breaks my heart to see another kid join up but it is what it is. If you every need to talk to a weird old grandma I'm your gal!!

As already mentioned, don't be impulsive, do your homework on methods here and vent, even when you don't think it will help. I came here ready to find a way to ctb, and now I am in a recovery of sorts. You never know -- it could happen for you, too. Welcome to SaSu!

Aw thank you so much, your reply actually made me tear up that was really nice. I appreciate you saying that, I don't believe that there's much of anything anyone can do for me here as far as physically. But you're right, it's nice to feel like you're not alone. It does feel weird being young and ready to die, but unfortunately this is what life has been like for me. If you want to talk I'm here as well, thank you so much again!

 

[FuneralCry]

I also feel so tired of suffering, to never suffer ever again is certainly all I hope for. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[BlueButterfly111]

I also feel so tired of suffering, to never suffer ever again is certainly all I hope for. But anyway I wish you the best.

Me too, I hate having to wake up every morning. It's so dreadful.