ferrie
she/they
- May 19, 2024
- 513
I was a smoker for ~11 years on and off. I quit cold turkey again in October, and I've been completely clean the past 9 months with occasional cravings but only when I get super stressed. For like the past three weeks or so, my cravings have really amped up. Today they've reached an all time low, kind of in combination with a really bad hormonal anxiety episode. If I was living alone, I know that I would have started smoking again. As it is I don't really know how to cope with the cravings. It feels like my brain is just screaming about a million different things including the craving, and I don't know how to get it to shut up. It's driving me insane. Idk if there even is anything to do besides sleep & hopefully it mellows out. I just haven't felt this strung out in a couple months now & really wish I could just give in and have a damn cigarette