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WhoStevik

WhoStevik

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Hi @Arak! Let me tell you, die from amitriptyline overdose isn't so easy as it seems. I tried and the worst thing for me is the neurologic damage, can be permanent... Even if you get it successful the death from amitriptyline is not pacific. But amitriptyline is a very good sedative (unless for who has a strong tolerance), you can dope yourself with it while try another method. I hope it helps, good luck.

(PM if you want)
 
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Hi @Arak! Let me tell you, die from amitriptyline overdose isn't so easy as it seems. I tried and the worst thing for me is the neurologic damage, can be permanent... Even if you get it successful the death from amitriptyline is not pacific. But amitriptyline is a very good sedative (unless for who has a strong tolerance), you can dope yourself with it while try another method. I hope it helps, good luck.

(PM if you want)

Did you try amit. Cocktail? How did it go?
 
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Did you try amit. Cocktail? How did it go?

Yes. In fact I tried both cocktail and alone Amy, and tried my own cocktail version, be creat (amitriptyline kills you mainly by arrhythmia and other cardiac effects). Let me tell you, I had different results: total delirium for days, deep sleep, seizures (needed hospitalization), psychosis, permanent neurologic damage...
 
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Donewith_

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Yes. In fact I tried both cocktail and alone Amy, and tried my own cocktail version, be creat (amitriptyline kills you mainly by arrhythmia and other cardiac effects). Let me tell you, I had different results: total delirium for days, deep sleep, seizures (needed hospitalization), psychosis, permanent neurologic damage...

I see. But, Amit. Cocktail works fine by itself. Why did it fail. Have you taken the required amount of pills given in cocktail?
 
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I see. But, Amit. Cocktail works fine by itself. Why did it fail. Have you taken the required amount of pills given in cocktail?

I have no access to 6/7 grams, unfortunately, and even less about benzos (amount and different types). Maybe that's why I didn't die... All I can say is that 3 grams of amitriptyline, 2 grams of cimetidine, 200mg of diazepam and 10mg of clonazepam didn't kill me, but damage me a lot, maybe permanently. I quit overdose, I find partial hanging is the way for me.
 
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Oh, I don't know if is relevant or no, I had a "near death experience" (or maybe I really died, that's why I can't get a normal life coming back mortals world).
 
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I have no access to 6/7 grams, unfortunately, and even less about benzos (amount and different types). Maybe that's why I didn't die... All I can say is that 3 grams of amitriptyline, 2 grams of cimetidine, 200mg of diazepam and 10mg of clonazepam didn't kill me, but damage me a lot, maybe permanently. I quit overdose, I find partial hanging is the way for me.

Sorry to hear that you have to go through that. Cam I pm you
 
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Arak

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Maybe you could try zopiclone or some non-benzo sedative? Still would need enough to knock you out for a possible 24-36 hours.

Alcohol, Nembutal ... I don't know what else. Tolerance won't go away quickly.
 
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Thinking if you can't get amitriptyline enough you can replace with other sodium/calcium/potassium channel blockers OTC like diphenhydramine, promethazine and stuffs like that? They are both anticholinergics, antihistamines and I think are cardiotoxic like TCA's.
 
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I have no access to 6/7 grams, unfortunately, and even less about benzos (amount and different types). Maybe that's why I didn't die... All I can say is that 3 grams of amitriptyline, 2 grams of cimetidine, 200mg of diazepam and 10mg of clonazepam didn't kill me, but damage me a lot, maybe permanently. I quit overdose, I find partial hanging is the way for me.
That is unfortunate, and I really hate to be disrespectful and I'm so sorry for your suffering, but at the same time it's best not to denounce something as a viable method when you took such a small amount. Even the original, now outdated cocktail, 5g was deemed not enough eventually iirc. Very sorry but I think the dose was severely lacking.

Alcohol, Nembutal ... I don't know what else. Tolerance won't go away quickly.
Zopiclone and "z-drugs" are for people who can't take benzos for numerous reasons. It seems that people have used them in suicides in the past, acting similarly to benzos in an overdose (extremely sedating and depressing on the CNS). I'm not a doctor though, I don't know how medications interact and the dose would need to be more excessive than you might guess without doing research, overdoses aren't something you can just "wing".

See: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zopiclone#Overdose
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Z-drug
 
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If you have tolerance only to benzos, give some gap may be some months.. don't take benzos . I think it'll do.
Be careful giving advice please! Amitriptyline without sedation would be awful, the effects of overdose are not peaceful and sedation is required for this, with proper sedation the experience is peaceful, subjectively.
 
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Yes @weedoge, but I will not try this again, I fucked up my brain with overdoses, no way I will do it again, any OD.
 
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How the hell Nick Drake died from 30 amitriptyline pills? I think his death wasn't from amitriptyline (he was taking other meds, but I don't believe was enough to kill him).
 
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Be careful giving advice please! Amitriptyline without sedation would be awful, the effects of overdose are not peaceful and sedation is required for this, with proper sedation the experience is peaceful, subjectively.

Lol.. I was telling to stop taking benzos for some time(withdrawl), not during attempt.
 
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Lol.. I was telling to stop taking benzos for some time(withdrawl), not during attempt.
Aye well sorry, just thought I should confirm because your post was a little ambiguous.
 
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Aye well sorry, just thought I should confirm because your post was a little ambiguous.

No worries. I should've made it more clear.
 
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