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Jul 3, 2019
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Had 3 days off depression with magnesium
Last night contacted an old acquaintance who has ignored my message. He was my funniest acquaintance. I think he knows I'm mad and he's not replying (my divorce/suicidal thoughts has all been a bit too public this year)
Have been rescheduled/stood up/ignored 3 times this weekend
Realise that everything I think I can do might just be my madness
Depression comes back
Take Meth with my friend - for the first and last time
Depression and suicidal thoughts still here

I have a meeting about work. But I am too ill to work. But it's my last chance.

Do I patch myself up with Tramadol?
Do I surrender and know I just can't go back to work?
When do I start test
 

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