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bipolar22

bipolar22

Bpd. chronic gastritis. ibs. depression. AUD
Aug 31, 2022
219
Been living off raw cheese and bananas for weeks. Just don't have the drive to cook and clean after. I know I'll get sick if I keep this up.but it's all so tiring .can't do it anymore. Always annoyed me all this work I never enjoyed eating and now all my energy for that has left me.
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Arcanist
Feb 9, 2025
433
I used to make my own food, but lately my state of mind has gotten worse, anxiety, anhedonia, despair intensified. So I have no motivation to make my own food, I buy already made.
 
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ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
430
I feel you. I used to absolutely love cooking and eating (I was even a fan of doing dishes), but this past month I can just about manage microwave meals. Mostly getting buy on sachets of coffee and whatever I can eat right out of the fridge. Food just doesn't bring the pleasure it used to
 
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ellipse

Student
Jan 4, 2022
143
Me too, I'm going for more and more already made food, just to heat or microwave it.
 
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pastmyexpiration

pastmyexpiration

Member
Mar 10, 2025
9
I now weigh 170 lbs. from eating once a day once a week. In 2024 I weighed 297 lbs size 52 pants and had an accident that left me with slipping rib syndrom (SRS). SRS is very rare and took 30 doctors, 8 trips to the ER, and multiple pain clinics to find out its not treatable and usually affects 1-2 ribs eith free or floating. I have the unfortunate rare SRS that affects both left and right side and 10 ribs, 8-12 on both sides. Size 36 pants and I look like a starved pow. I had to set a timer just to drink water so I can fell your depression. I just got my SN and have everything else so hunger and pain or going to be a thing no more..
 

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Thomas Rekowicz

Thomas Rekowicz

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Mar 10, 2025
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I loved cooking lasagne, spaghetti, cream soups now i have strenght only to prepare pre made meal in microwave or go to restaurant if i have money. I lost this Passion compleatly There is great american style restaurant in my city i eat meal from IT at the moment
 
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amomentspeace

amomentspeace

Student
Mar 2, 2025
136
Been living off raw cheese and bananas for weeks. Just don't have the drive to cook and clean after. I know I'll get sick if I keep this up.but it's all so tiring .can't do it anymore. Always annoyed me all this work I never enjoyed eating and now all my energy for that has left me.
I feel you. I've been surviving off of my uni's canteen and pre made salad packages
 
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