Story No one has been tested like I have. No one has been dehumanized like I have.

[SuicidalCurryBoy]

When I was in school, I got bullied a lot. In my country, it's common for kids to go to private tuition classes.

So one day, when I was 16, I was waiting for my dad to come pick me up.
So this guy walks up to me. He was a few years older than me.

Him: You remember me?
Me: No(?)
Him: Remember when you got beat up the other day?

It happened so often that he might've been talking about something that happened 3 days ago, 3 weeks ago or 3 months ago.

Me: yeah?
Him: Remember when you got hit in the back of the head like dang! dang! dang!

At this point I was thinking this was someone who had saved me when it happened, and I can't remember and I felt awfull.

Me: Yeah.

Him: That was me.

And he smiled the brown man's evil smiled and walked away.

It's incidents like this that led me to being racist towards my own people. I only need one such incident to justify the genocide of my own people. I have over 6000.

 

[Mirrory Me]

Injustice and bullying sucks... But without any danger or enemies, people wouldn't try to get stronger for themselves (or others).

 

[SuicidalCurryBoy]

Injustice and bullying sucks... But without any danger or enemies, people wouldn't try to get stronger for themselves (or others).

The bullying started when I was 11, I had to pretend that I had fainted, so this scumbag would stop squeezing my neck.

I didn't need to get stronger. I needed to be safe.