WitheringAway
Ima shake the champagne bottle...
- Jun 23, 2020
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I started a job a week ago. After having been unemployed since graduation on 2017. It's the job I've always wanted. Only problem is the female co workers don't like me for some reason (I'm a female). They form a group on breaks and sit, talk and laugh and they never invite me to join them. I don't feel included or welcomed whatsoever. Sometimes I enter the break lounge when they're already there and when they see me they stop talking about whatever they were talking about. It's like I interrupted something or they don't want me to hear it. This happened a couple times already since I started working and it makes me feel awkward and uncomfortable. I don't wanna be their friend or whatever I just wish they would stop treating me like an outsider who invaded their privacy or something. Today on a break they all went to a cafe nearby and left me alone. They didn't even bother to tell me they're leaving. I had to cover the work for them because I was alone with the guys. If a new girl joined my workplace I would never treat her like that. I would do everything I can to make her feel welcomed. The men co workers were looking at me and treating me in a pity kinda way because I was alone. It's clear they noticed how I'm being excluded. Every day I come home and reply the whole day over and over again thinking about something weird or dumb I might have said that made them judge me like that. I don't think I'm weird but they make me feel like I am.